got to be strong
am I compromising too much for him? I feel like I'm loosing myself in this uncertainty. what do I really want in my life? I want a happy life. that's all. what do you thing will fall into 'happy' category? well ...
I can name some ... I am happy to ...
love someone unconditionally
feel unconditional love for me too
build a family with my love
be blessed
have my own career
know that I got a few good friends
travel to places
have children to love
serve God in a way He leads me to
grow old together ... and last but not least ...
know that when I go to heaven one day .. my love will be there with me too
am I asking too much if I want this from him? do you think he can give all these to me? or this is just an illusion?