Questions
I had a feeling this was going to happen. I'm glad our relationship is so honest, but sometimes that makes it scary.
I want to know why you said you don't know if you actually like me, or if you just want to be with a girl. Really, though, I want to know why you keep getting so afraid of liking me and pushing the idea out of your head. This is exactly what happened at the beginning of summer. We're awesome together. It's so simple. Why does this keep getting so complicated?
I want to know you're not going to do that "I have to run away now cause it's getting too intense and uncomfortable" thing, again. I know - it's out of both of our comfort zones. That's what makes it worth it. It's so scary because it's important. It's a risk. It might not work. Then again, what if it does?
I want to know that we can work together. I need us both to be committed to not giving up when it's hard. Taking a relationship like this up a level is going to be difficult - especially with what happened before sitting in the back of our minds. We need to remember that we do work together, and we can make it through these first stages of building the foundation of this whole dating thing.
I'm nervous. I'll tell you all of this tonight.
I wish I could run away and not deal with it. But I won't let myself. Not this time.
I want to know why you said you don't know if you actually like me, or if you just want to be with a girl. Really, though, I want to know why you keep getting so afraid of liking me and pushing the idea out of your head. This is exactly what happened at the beginning of summer. We're awesome together. It's so simple. Why does this keep getting so complicated?
I want to know you're not going to do that "I have to run away now cause it's getting too intense and uncomfortable" thing, again. I know - it's out of both of our comfort zones. That's what makes it worth it. It's so scary because it's important. It's a risk. It might not work. Then again, what if it does?
I want to know that we can work together. I need us both to be committed to not giving up when it's hard. Taking a relationship like this up a level is going to be difficult - especially with what happened before sitting in the back of our minds. We need to remember that we do work together, and we can make it through these first stages of building the foundation of this whole dating thing.
I'm nervous. I'll tell you all of this tonight.
I wish I could run away and not deal with it. But I won't let myself. Not this time.