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here lately my mood has been weird. so many things are going on, but each thing is either really really good, or really really not good. first off, i've started a navy trend with my friends. first steph picks up and joins, then greg lets me know he wants to be a seal now, and now jen wants to join the navy too. its so crazy, and since i never expected any of them to even consider this, it makes me wonder who is going to be next. a good thing is that tomorrow is warped tour in san francisco... which should be a ton of fun! i've never been so im pretty stoked. then theres just the basic drama that goes on around here.. some of these girls are just absolutely nuts. its really getting me down cause i just havent met hardly anyone who i can really connect with. at first i do, but then i just get irritated with the person and push them away. i think its because i miss my REAL friends at home. i miss jen, i miss tyler, i miss naaman and angela and matt and dee and greg and subhi.. just everyone. sandy and danielle are driving my car up to me and staying for a few days on the 8th, just found that out today :D pride is in a couple weekends and im going with brittni! thats what im most looking forward to. its going to be freakin awesome. then after all this class starts! ahh chinese is going to be a challenge. greg is going to come visit me soon too.. not really soon though, probably around labor day. and eryn is coming with him, which is REALLY weird but whatever.

these past 3 days have been really weird. i dont know what to do. i know what i think i should do, but then again i dont want to. but in a weird way, i do. im just so confused. im sick of it. fucking sick.

there are no good hookah bars here which SUCKS! haha. but the sushi is damnnnn good!