Oct 02, 2008 19:24
Okay. Let's be honest with ourselves. You've already started your routine. The routine. Just a little, but you've allowed that much. You've allowed yourself to be touched. And that may or may not be a good thing. The only thing different this time.. is being so lonely. And being okay with it. Everybody hates to be alone, but I know what I gotta do. And I know I'm going to do it.
Lord knows what happens next. Where I step, where he falls. If he'll ever even be back. And what will I do then? How do I handle that situation? My answer is obvious, I just don't know how to go about it.