I need Rupa.
I don't know what's happening to me. I feel like I've been in a downward spiral for years, and no matter what happens, everything seems to become a mess soon after. I feel like I have a chemical imbalance. I need medication. But then again, it never helped me then.
I feel sick. And weak. Like these past things I went through meant nothing because nothing in me really changed at all, like I had believed. I'm scared, and I absolutely hate fear more than anything. I need courage to let go, or the courage to accept the bad things as they come.
Or even the courage to just say "If you do this, I'm gone. And I mean that."
I feel sick. And weak. Like these past things I went through meant nothing because nothing in me really changed at all, like I had believed. I'm scared, and I absolutely hate fear more than anything. I need courage to let go, or the courage to accept the bad things as they come.
Or even the courage to just say "If you do this, I'm gone. And I mean that."