Aug 23, 2007 09:56
I'm confused today. Or life, in general I guess. He's starting to do that forsaken thing again. Indulging in drugs. And I will sit and watch. I'll be this zombie on Gordon's leather chair while he sits anxiously with his friends, like a child. Just waiting for his chance to be fucked up.
I admit the relationship has gotten so bad that almost anything would need drugs to get through it. But be strong, you know? Be strong for me.
I miss you being my baby. Where've you gone?