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I miss you. I wish that things could have been different between the two of us. I wish that you would have gotten to know me better before you shoved me off like I was nothing. We could have had something. Maybe we still can though, that is if you're willing?
I miss Dave. I miss how we could have had something but then didn't. I miss how I lose things that could have been good.
I miss so many things right now. I don't think that I can cry about any of them though because I've cried myself to sleep the past 3 nights that it's not even worth it.
I like having talks with people and clearing everything up. Maybe this means that something can happen in the future because I would like that, a lot.
I have so many things to say and not enough keys to type it out.
But Kirsten comes home in 11 days and we're going to start this adventure of bestfriends because we said so. I love you whore, don't ever fucking forget it. And tomorrow it's Sammi Molly and Kyle time because we can do that kind of stuff and we will. Yeah I'm excited I want to see them all like a lot. And Kyle is to funny for words and for that I love him.
Okay, so I'm feeling better thanks to Kirsten and Kyle.
So I'm pretty much going now.