Mar 15, 2005 21:32
yeah we won our first game 24-12 against stanton.
me n kristen both played and both threw 2 touch down passes.
it was a fun game.
this has to come out, how i feel right now......arite i needa stop hiding my feelings, seriously. its gettin ridiculous. and i needa stop fallin for guys so easily, i need to open my eyes and relize what im doing and whats goin on. i want there to be a change, and a change that is good and that i want to happen. i kno this sounds selfish, but everything ive been doing lately ive been trying to make other ppl happy and im getting nothing in return. i wish some guys would be different too and realize how they hurt us. we have feelins too. and i kno i sound bitchy or selfish right now but im sorry thats just how i feel right now. nothing has been going right and i wish i just had one guy i could be with for on enight and it go GREAT. or something close to it, and it be a guy that i actualy want to be with. yeah yeah yeah typical girl but what can i say. i feel sooo lonely right now, and yeah i got friends but most of them have b/fs! so u cant go to them cuz most of the time their busy. i also need to find some1 i can tell ALL my feelings too and i mean ALL. a guy and a girl, cuz u need more than just a girls perspective on everything.....
ok so yeah those are all my feelings right now and im tired so im gonna get ready n go to bed.