..hang just like pictures
so i don't really love it when you make plans with someone and then they get a phone call with a different offer and take that instead and then as they are walking out the door yell a last second invitation that means nothing. no, actually i don't want to go at all. not after that, but thanks for being an a hole.
8 more weeks. it seems so long but short at the same time. right now is this in between time here. 4 people that i loved just left and are gone so life here without them is..well, not that amazing. and there are new people. they are alright. but whatever. so it kinda sucks and i'm just trying to deal. but to be honest i'm kind of over it all.
last night we went to dinner for laurie's birthday, we ate at this restaurant in harrah's. it was really good and i had a good time. and today we worked for a couple of hours. we painted hector's house and there were all of these bricks and we rolled them and then we had to take paint brushes and paint in between each brick and make sure we got all of the other spots that needed touch ups. needless to say it was taking a long time and we actually didn't get it all done. but we worked hard.
tonight we might go out. but after getting ditched i don't really feel like it anymore. i'm not in the mood. so maybe i will just stay in or go to sleep. i mean i feel like i'm not making that much of an effort towards the new people. but like i said i'm kinda over it and i'm only gonna know them for 2 months so maybe i don't feel like making new friends. but everytime i skip out on hanging out the less i will know everyone and it will probably not work in my favor. so maybe i should go tonight. but alskdjfasdlkfj i don't really wanna. laksdfj whatever.
anyway i'm gonna go. kbye.
don't you think we outta know by now, don't you think we shoulda learned somehow..
8 more weeks. it seems so long but short at the same time. right now is this in between time here. 4 people that i loved just left and are gone so life here without them is..well, not that amazing. and there are new people. they are alright. but whatever. so it kinda sucks and i'm just trying to deal. but to be honest i'm kind of over it all.
last night we went to dinner for laurie's birthday, we ate at this restaurant in harrah's. it was really good and i had a good time. and today we worked for a couple of hours. we painted hector's house and there were all of these bricks and we rolled them and then we had to take paint brushes and paint in between each brick and make sure we got all of the other spots that needed touch ups. needless to say it was taking a long time and we actually didn't get it all done. but we worked hard.
tonight we might go out. but after getting ditched i don't really feel like it anymore. i'm not in the mood. so maybe i will just stay in or go to sleep. i mean i feel like i'm not making that much of an effort towards the new people. but like i said i'm kinda over it and i'm only gonna know them for 2 months so maybe i don't feel like making new friends. but everytime i skip out on hanging out the less i will know everyone and it will probably not work in my favor. so maybe i should go tonight. but alskdjfasdlkfj i don't really wanna. laksdfj whatever.
anyway i'm gonna go. kbye.
don't you think we outta know by now, don't you think we shoulda learned somehow..