Apr 18, 2008 23:08
everyone is at where they should be.
everyone is smiling.
jes was smiling after - school.
during school was different.
it was just so arrgh 'cause I don't even know anymore.
...and it's stupid.
like, i'm not close to anyone anymore.
I think it's 'cause I'm really starting to not care this time.
i'm gonna try to be independent 'cause I work better as a solo.
I don't know about anything anymore and it kinda scares me.
this year I lost all dedication.