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12 hours and a couple of minutes later...
and I'm practically bawling,
I miss my mom coming into my room and throwing a pillow at me to say "bye, I'm going to work"
I miss my grandmother reminding me to eat breakfast
I miss that my Ate is always willing to buy me cigarettes -- when I walk her to the bus stop only
I miss my boyfriend coming to my house early in the morning just to make the day start great
that was my routine from June 28 - September 3rd...
I'd meet up with the occasional fish and other friends, and it'd be like a normal day where you're chilling you have nothing better to do - no drama, no bull. Now, I'm back here -- not that there's anything wrong with here... it's just a complete waste because I've changed so damn much, and not even get a second glace at the chance of moving back for good now. If 'here' was a 3 hour drive to 'there' I would get my license and road kill people on a daily basis...
but it's not.
what are you doing to me
I'm so into you
and the hardest part is, knowing that I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
and I wish it wasn't true
'cause im so into you
Can you hear me?
'cause I can't change what I always do
I promise to work it out, I PROMISEx512BILLIONKATRILLIONZILLION .. I may be stubborn, I'm not up to changing but I'm not up for leaving you either
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you
and I'm practically bawling,
I miss my mom coming into my room and throwing a pillow at me to say "bye, I'm going to work"
I miss my grandmother reminding me to eat breakfast
I miss that my Ate is always willing to buy me cigarettes -- when I walk her to the bus stop only
I miss my boyfriend coming to my house early in the morning just to make the day start great
that was my routine from June 28 - September 3rd...
I'd meet up with the occasional fish and other friends, and it'd be like a normal day where you're chilling you have nothing better to do - no drama, no bull. Now, I'm back here -- not that there's anything wrong with here... it's just a complete waste because I've changed so damn much, and not even get a second glace at the chance of moving back for good now. If 'here' was a 3 hour drive to 'there' I would get my license and road kill people on a daily basis...
but it's not.
what are you doing to me
I'm so into you
and the hardest part is, knowing that I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
and I wish it wasn't true
'cause im so into you
Can you hear me?
'cause I can't change what I always do
I promise to work it out, I PROMISEx512BILLIONKATRILLIONZILLION .. I may be stubborn, I'm not up to changing but I'm not up for leaving you either
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you