Jun 19, 2006 01:03
I cannot believe what I'm hearing.. and we're all suppose to be friends?! BLOW THAT OUT YOUR ASS!
Listen to me very carefully... I don't belong with him. I don't believe I was made for him, I don't believe THAT YOU'RE TELLING HIM THAT I AM. You fucking idiots, I have been telling him for the past FIVE MONTHS that I do not want to be with him. You are making this complicated... I HATE YOU.
I think I could actually cry in frustration.. Half of you were on my side with breaking up with him... AND OF ALL PEOPLE (YOU.. WHO SHALL NOT BE NAMED) fucker lectured me in mcdonalds telling me I was wrong for taking him back let alone speaking to him -- AND HERE YOU ARE TELLING HIM TO FIGHT FOR ME?!!?
I was trying to be friends with Anthony... but if you people keep fucking it up and keep suffocating me with your bullshit about how he needs to fight for me if he really loves me -- he's going to thank each and every one of you .. when I tell him to fuck off with a restraining order.
You may think you know what you're saying and what you're getting into .... but you're fucking up with my happiness, remember, I'm not landing in Toronto to hear how much you miss me and Anthony, how you think we belong together... PG13 died on JANUARY 26 =) He remembers clearly, so should you. That's done with.. no more fighting in public.. no more random things, no more ....
It's Patrick&Holly now. I'm not expecting anything more than what he can give me. Because of you 'friends' .. I don't even have an inch of sanity to stand on, thanks. <3 QUEEN of the WORLD