Nov 17, 2006 22:42
My mother's made me an appointment with Dr. Bishop on Monday and I don't know how I'm going to get myself there.
I've never been a fan of going to the doctors to begin with now I'm even more anxious.
If I have a blood test and it comes up positive for Coeliac disease (which is possible) it means I'll have to go through more tests, ones I really do NOT want to go through at all, but when it was all said and done at least I'd have an answer and a solution.
However if it comes up negative, that means no changing my diet, but I'd still be in the dark as to what the hell is wrong with me. And I'm right back where I was a year ago, hoping that there is something wrong with me so it can get fixed, but fearing it at the same time.
Man...this all sucks.
doctors appy,
anxiety issues