Oct 04, 2007 00:24
i wish i didn't make wishes
i wish that i didn't use this
i wish i could sleep forever
i wish i knew what was wrong with me
i wish i didn't know what this felt like
i wish i could stop myself from hurting others
i wish i could stop manipulating the people i care about
i wish i didn't lie
i wish i could cry
i wish girls didn't suck so fucking much
i wish i wasn't in the middle of every piece of high school shit drama that ever existed
i wish i was okay
i wish i was motivated
i wish i could remember my life
i wish i was really good at something
i wish i had a passion
i wish i knew what to do
i wish i had answers
i wish that it didn't have to be so bad in order for it to be so good
i wish i knew what it was like for things to get better
i wish i wasn't roaming
i wish i felt real
i wish, so much, that i felt real...