i wish i had the freedom to make the mistakes you never dared to make yourself.....
"this isn't fair"
"life isn't fair"
its only because you control my life
im trapped
and its a catch 22
its not right
shes not right
should i just not care?
i wish
someone kidnap me
and take me far away
please....
i wish i had something to....
im not sure
something to get away to
like something to take me away mentally
"you beat be down/with stones and sticks/your only thrill/you make me sick....."
i wanna go dancing
i wanna stare into the sun....hah
i wish i wouldn't let other people make decisions for me
things would be better if i wouldn't
"and i think you could be so good for me
and this is my first time
for real"
watch as i stare daggers at you
i hope you feel it
im in such a horrible mood right now
one thing just sets it off
but we'll blame it all on her
"your hearts sky high
and shes the reason why"
i hate feeling guilty
when i've done nothing wrong
and i even know i shouldn't feel this way
phelan made my day yesterday
"your face clashes with my vision"
hahah
i have a bruise on my ear
cuz i can't fucking flag
i have two holes in my cheek
cuz i can't fucking eat
i wanna scream at the top of my lungs
for hours on end
but i can't
so i scream in my head
and drive myself crazy
how much longer do u think i could hold it in??
"with every doubt
we might have it out"
i really want to be held right now
i feel like throwing up
yes, incest is wrong
u no, that made my day
u sang to the songs
and didn't care
that made my life
i wanna play a game
like clue
but a game thats cooler than clue
haha.....risk
we never finished u guys
"you can run your fingers through my hair"
so we'll sit out on my deck
and we'd look at the stars
and ud tell me stories
of fond memories (those lines rhymed)
and i'd sing songs
about everything
i wish i could read minds
can't be a tease if ur sleeping around....
ur totally useless
i found my seashell collection from when i was like 6
i put the majority of them on my bookshelf
it looks so stupid
but i like it anyways
i want my story
"thats okay
i hope your willing
to accept the price you pay"
pickin chickens.....wtf kinda game is that??
how old do u have to be to feel real remorse?
real hate?
real love?
you always look down on others
when you think they dont understand
that they dont know and are too ignorant to
but its really you who doesn't comprehend....
so its bad to hold a grudge against someone for something horrible they've done
when you know they've changed for the better
doesn't that parallel the fact that you can know someone who was genuinely sweet
and shouldn't still like them even when they've become a bitch because they've changed
idk....
i wish i had some real motivation
i wish someone could give me that rush
i wish, i didn't wish so many things
and just lived
grr.....contemplation
i wanna make you feel beautiful.....
"life isn't fair"
its only because you control my life
im trapped
and its a catch 22
its not right
shes not right
should i just not care?
i wish
someone kidnap me
and take me far away
please....
i wish i had something to....
im not sure
something to get away to
like something to take me away mentally
"you beat be down/with stones and sticks/your only thrill/you make me sick....."
i wanna go dancing
i wanna stare into the sun....hah
i wish i wouldn't let other people make decisions for me
things would be better if i wouldn't
"and i think you could be so good for me
and this is my first time
for real"
watch as i stare daggers at you
i hope you feel it
im in such a horrible mood right now
one thing just sets it off
but we'll blame it all on her
"your hearts sky high
and shes the reason why"
i hate feeling guilty
when i've done nothing wrong
and i even know i shouldn't feel this way
phelan made my day yesterday
"your face clashes with my vision"
hahah
i have a bruise on my ear
cuz i can't fucking flag
i have two holes in my cheek
cuz i can't fucking eat
i wanna scream at the top of my lungs
for hours on end
but i can't
so i scream in my head
and drive myself crazy
how much longer do u think i could hold it in??
"with every doubt
we might have it out"
i really want to be held right now
i feel like throwing up
yes, incest is wrong
u no, that made my day
u sang to the songs
and didn't care
that made my life
i wanna play a game
like clue
but a game thats cooler than clue
haha.....risk
we never finished u guys
"you can run your fingers through my hair"
so we'll sit out on my deck
and we'd look at the stars
and ud tell me stories
of fond memories (those lines rhymed)
and i'd sing songs
about everything
i wish i could read minds
can't be a tease if ur sleeping around....
ur totally useless
i found my seashell collection from when i was like 6
i put the majority of them on my bookshelf
it looks so stupid
but i like it anyways
i want my story
"thats okay
i hope your willing
to accept the price you pay"
pickin chickens.....wtf kinda game is that??
how old do u have to be to feel real remorse?
real hate?
real love?
you always look down on others
when you think they dont understand
that they dont know and are too ignorant to
but its really you who doesn't comprehend....
so its bad to hold a grudge against someone for something horrible they've done
when you know they've changed for the better
doesn't that parallel the fact that you can know someone who was genuinely sweet
and shouldn't still like them even when they've become a bitch because they've changed
idk....
i wish i had some real motivation
i wish someone could give me that rush
i wish, i didn't wish so many things
and just lived
grr.....contemplation
i wanna make you feel beautiful.....