Feb 15, 2005 22:04
i dont get it...im sitting here in a puddle of tears...and i dont understand why everyone is telling me how i should be living my life...I DONT GET IT...i dont know what i want out of life...i dont know what i want out of relationships..but i sure as hell am not going to feel better because people are telling me that i shouldnt do this and shouldnt do that in their opinion...why are people so damn judgemental of me...i dont get it...cant i live life and make mistakes and cry like any normal person...why is it that im living life the wrong way cuz its not the way that other people would imagine me living life...they arent my mother...and shit my mother told me last night...shes like ur the best and go have fun and do what makes you happy...if its good enough for her then i dont understand...WHY THE FUCK ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE ELSE....i dont mother fucking shitting get it...omg...i cant even describe my emotions right now...to make a long story short...i dont want lectures or judgements or opinions...unless i say what do you think..i dont get it...