going home
well ben and mom left today to go back to florida (no longer known as the sunshine state, they are now the plywood state). i miss him already. i'm ready to hurry up and get this case over and done with so i can get to the doctor and then be able to take care of ben again. its driving me crazy. and i'm tired of not having a job, i need money and i'm bored. yeah i like being able to hang out with my friends anytime i want to but i miss ben and i'm bored when everybody else is at work i never have any money to either pay my bills or go out once in a while.
anyways i think i'm starting to have feelings for david like more than "just dating" feelings... i don't know what to do. but i always get the crappy end of the deal so i guess i shouldn't get my hopes up. and i'll see how things go.
well thats all for now or today or whatever...
anyways i think i'm starting to have feelings for david like more than "just dating" feelings... i don't know what to do. but i always get the crappy end of the deal so i guess i shouldn't get my hopes up. and i'll see how things go.
well thats all for now or today or whatever...