2 years ago
2 years ago today was the day my son was concieved. it was not a planned thing at all.
yesterday i spent alot of time with his dad and the whole time wishing we were together again. i once was asked if we were thrown together or meant for each other. i believe we are meant for each other. no matter what we are doing or where we are we always find our way back to each other. we can't ever hardly stay mad at each other (at least on my part). i said i was going to do something for him and told him that i did and didn't. i know he's a little ticked about me lying and i'm sorry for that. he's with someone else right now and it kills me that its not me that he's with. i wish i knew what to do to make him see that i love him so much and i would do anything for him. he's my 1st true love. i don't care what i do to try and get over him it doesn't work. i can't help who i love. i've been packing things to move and finding things that remind me of him. i found the valentine's day card he made for me and i remember the way things were back then. i found a letter he wrote me that said that he loved me. and all these things are just a reminder of how things used to be. i know we can't go back but i'd like to have another chance. i believe that we are meant to be together its just a matter of finding our way back to each other again someday.
ALL MY LIFE, I'VE NEVER KNOWN A FEELING SO RIGHT AS THE LOVING YOU'VE SHOWN IN ALL THE RIGHT WAYS YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE LIKE THE SONG STILL PLAYS, LIKE THE WIND IN MY HAIR, CAUSE DEEP IN MY HEART I BELIEVE, THIS IS HOW TRUE LOVE SHOULD START CAUSE IN MY DREAMS, I CAN SEE YOU AND ME DEEP IN MY HEART I BELEIVE THIS IS HOW TRUE LOVE SHOULD START CAUSE IN MY DREAMS I CAN SEE YOU AND ME...
yesterday i spent alot of time with his dad and the whole time wishing we were together again. i once was asked if we were thrown together or meant for each other. i believe we are meant for each other. no matter what we are doing or where we are we always find our way back to each other. we can't ever hardly stay mad at each other (at least on my part). i said i was going to do something for him and told him that i did and didn't. i know he's a little ticked about me lying and i'm sorry for that. he's with someone else right now and it kills me that its not me that he's with. i wish i knew what to do to make him see that i love him so much and i would do anything for him. he's my 1st true love. i don't care what i do to try and get over him it doesn't work. i can't help who i love. i've been packing things to move and finding things that remind me of him. i found the valentine's day card he made for me and i remember the way things were back then. i found a letter he wrote me that said that he loved me. and all these things are just a reminder of how things used to be. i know we can't go back but i'd like to have another chance. i believe that we are meant to be together its just a matter of finding our way back to each other again someday.
ALL MY LIFE, I'VE NEVER KNOWN A FEELING SO RIGHT AS THE LOVING YOU'VE SHOWN IN ALL THE RIGHT WAYS YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE LIKE THE SONG STILL PLAYS, LIKE THE WIND IN MY HAIR, CAUSE DEEP IN MY HEART I BELIEVE, THIS IS HOW TRUE LOVE SHOULD START CAUSE IN MY DREAMS, I CAN SEE YOU AND ME DEEP IN MY HEART I BELEIVE THIS IS HOW TRUE LOVE SHOULD START CAUSE IN MY DREAMS I CAN SEE YOU AND ME...