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i am so sick of my fucking teenage brothers. maybe i'm being a crazy bitch or maybe i just have a mean case of older sister syndrome but my family's entire life revolves around them and their crazy fucking sports schedules. i'm constantly fussed at for never being home but it's father's day and i am home alone right now....so i think that speaks pretty loudly for itself. i feel like an inconvenience- even a nuisance, but more importantly i don't even feel like a part of my own family anymore. it's hard to explain and it would be pretty pointless to try and list out all of my frustrations right now so i'm just going to leave it at that.
i start my new job tomorrow and it's really nice outside for the first time in a long time; i should be really ridiculously happy right now but instead i just feel bitter and i absolutely hate it. i am trying really hard to find some peace but it's so hard today. it's just a bad day
i start my new job tomorrow and it's really nice outside for the first time in a long time; i should be really ridiculously happy right now but instead i just feel bitter and i absolutely hate it. i am trying really hard to find some peace but it's so hard today. it's just a bad day