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i a m in a weird but good place in my life
the moon has been full the last few nights and i've consistently been able to see 3 planets- SO AWESOME!
i am trying really hard to meet new people and i think i'm doing a pretty good job. i'm starting to realize that feeling defeated sometimes doesn't make me a weak or lame person; if anything, being lonely just makes me that much more aware of how much i love the friends i don't get to see all that often. with that said, i'm making a concious choice not to cling to people who don't really care about me anymore. this is a promise i'm making to myself because it's important to me, my emotional well being, and my sanity. i'll just be upfront: my old roommate/former closest friend at school has made it pretty clear that she doesn't give a shit about me- so even though the hurt person inside of me would like to fucking tear into her and let her know just how shitty of a friend she's been, i know i just need to try and move on. i don't need that shit man
anyway! someone compared me and my friend jacquelyn to peppermint patty and marcie from charlie brown tonight. i was like 'i don't know if i should be offended right now' and he said 'noonono it's just hard to meet unique and interesting girls here' uhhh ok hahha
ahhsjglkhka i cant remember any of the other things i wanted to write down. fuck
whatever, just look at some office screen caps i made today hahhhaha
oh and look at how angsty i am!
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