New
So last night...early this morning like 2 am I developed this thing called a boyfriend. I'm excited. I think it will be a good thing. I've been told by Melissa that if I break his heart she will smack me.
He's new. Like very new. I haven't had a new new person in my world in a long time. I keep forgetting to introduce him because I'm used to everyone knowing everyone.
He's very very sweet. And very funny. Which is great. He does dead pan well which keeps me guessing and I love that. And he cuddles. He will let me curl up on his lap for hours and sit there running his hand over my arm and across my hands. I love that. Being petted. He makes me feel special. I haven't had that in a while.
So he got all of the JT drama spread out in front of him and he didn't run. He asked me if I was dating him to get back at JT...I said no...never. And I wouldn't eww!! That's just so wrong but I understand...some girls do that.
So yesterday we were hanging out in front of my house and like 2ish I didn't want to go in because I didn't want to say good bye. He said that he was ok with the JT drama as long as I am just with him. I told him yes. A few minutes later he asked if he could call me his girlfriend I hesitated and he said he understood if it was too soon. I said I haven't had someone call me that in years...but I would like it. And I asked if I could call him my boyfriend and he said only if I want to...and I did. So I developed a boyfriend. And so far he has met with the approval of everyone that has met him. Which is great. And Mandy is hard to get approval from. He will probably meet my parents Weds when he picks me up for us to hang out....and I will be spending most of the weekend with his family...I'm nervous but it will be good.
I opened to him far faster than I usually do with people and I am comfortable with him like I've known him for years. He feels safe...and those who know me best understand what a big statement that is for me.
So I'm excited and a bit scared...I didn't expect this. But its good. We will see where it goes.
He's new. Like very new. I haven't had a new new person in my world in a long time. I keep forgetting to introduce him because I'm used to everyone knowing everyone.
He's very very sweet. And very funny. Which is great. He does dead pan well which keeps me guessing and I love that. And he cuddles. He will let me curl up on his lap for hours and sit there running his hand over my arm and across my hands. I love that. Being petted. He makes me feel special. I haven't had that in a while.
So he got all of the JT drama spread out in front of him and he didn't run. He asked me if I was dating him to get back at JT...I said no...never. And I wouldn't eww!! That's just so wrong but I understand...some girls do that.
So yesterday we were hanging out in front of my house and like 2ish I didn't want to go in because I didn't want to say good bye. He said that he was ok with the JT drama as long as I am just with him. I told him yes. A few minutes later he asked if he could call me his girlfriend I hesitated and he said he understood if it was too soon. I said I haven't had someone call me that in years...but I would like it. And I asked if I could call him my boyfriend and he said only if I want to...and I did. So I developed a boyfriend. And so far he has met with the approval of everyone that has met him. Which is great. And Mandy is hard to get approval from. He will probably meet my parents Weds when he picks me up for us to hang out....and I will be spending most of the weekend with his family...I'm nervous but it will be good.
I opened to him far faster than I usually do with people and I am comfortable with him like I've known him for years. He feels safe...and those who know me best understand what a big statement that is for me.
So I'm excited and a bit scared...I didn't expect this. But its good. We will see where it goes.