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I didn't get the temporary job at unsw bookshop, which i applied for 2 weeks ago. My friend happened to drop by the bookshop earlier this morning and said there were already trainees in the bookshop. So that means i didn't get the job. Sigh... I guess the reason i'm so demotivated right now is because i've been waiting for the call ever since i submitted my application 2 weeks ago. Waiting and waiting.... even though it's only a retail job, i thought that if i want it badly enough, maybe i'll finally be given the chance. I've already listed some retail experience in my resume, and put my availability times to the maximum in the application form. What else do they want?! I've already made a few calls so that the manager will at least remember my name...but in the end, i didn't even get a rejection call. It's such a painful wait... My friend said that those trainees got the job probably because of luck. I've always believed that those who got the job must have something that i don't, always reflecting on what i'm lacking, and that luck is totally out of the equation. But luck is something that i've already ran out of in my current life.

I'd rather get a rejection call rather than nothing at all. Sigh... I hope that i'll get over this soon enough...then pull myself up and continue searching for jobs again. Ganbarimasuu!!!