Jan 23, 2007 10:33
I decided I wanted to take up writing in this thing again...hopefully daily or at least a few times a week. It's funny because LJ used to be 'the shit' and everyone used it and now that there is myspace, it seems like LJs have become a little more private as their owners neglect them. I am one of those people, but I've cut way back on myspace and have actually begun to despise it. I really wish you could block yourself from being able to view certain people's pages.
ANYWAY, it's the new year and I feel I really have started off fresh - leaving past 2006 worries behind. Every year I learn more and more about who I am and who I want to be. I also learn more about the kinds of people I want to surround myself with.
Sometimes you have no choice but to cut people out of your life completely. Maybe that sounds harsh, but when they are constantly causing unhappiness, it's good to just leave them behind. So far it seems to be working.
I have battling thoughts going on in my head about where I want to be by the end of this year. So much happens in the span of one year it is somewhat mind boggling to think about, and I often find myself thinking too much about it. I can't decide if I want to go with the flow and see what happens or if I want to make things happen. I'm starting to doubt myself...