Happy 2005!
I hope everyone had a great new years! Hope 2005 is filled with nothing but good fortune, good health, and lots and lots of love!
As for me, I was dumped 3 and a half hours into the new year, and was forced to leave. I was told that I was never really wanted, never really loved, was the reason they went into debt, was a dirty piece of shit, and was accused of other things that Id rather not get into. Now this person keeps calling me back and begging me to come back. HA! After throwing me out into the street at 3:30am and an hour later STILL calling my phone and harrassing me and threating me and saying the most horrible things to me? Yeah Fuckin Right! They told me that I was now single and they were too! So Fuck it! Im fuckin single! If they cant love me unconditionally and respect me to the fullest then I dont need them! I will never forgive them for what they did to me...EVER! They way they treated me in front of their friends, of they way they spoke to me. I guess in a way it was good to hear what they really thought of me before the relationship went any further. Although a year isnt exactly chump change. Fuck it.
i'm never coming back
i'm never giving in
i'll never be the shine in your spit!
i disconnect the act
i disconnect the dots
i disconnect the me in me!
and you're mistaken, it's you that's faking
living and breathing and dying too
this message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool
You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back
cause i give it all back to you!
thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
wreak their havoc upon this world!
the disenchanted, the romantics,
the body and face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole!!
destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart
and you!! you make me so i need to disconnect!!
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect!
to runaround kids in get-go cars
with vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
galaxies full of nobodies
giving us the farewell runarounds
i took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane, lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my
face with anvil hands, and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth...
and i give it all back to you
i give it all back to you
i give it all back to you......
no way, i don't need it, i don't need your love to disconnect
and you make it, so real, i don't need your love to disconnect
As for me, I was dumped 3 and a half hours into the new year, and was forced to leave. I was told that I was never really wanted, never really loved, was the reason they went into debt, was a dirty piece of shit, and was accused of other things that Id rather not get into. Now this person keeps calling me back and begging me to come back. HA! After throwing me out into the street at 3:30am and an hour later STILL calling my phone and harrassing me and threating me and saying the most horrible things to me? Yeah Fuckin Right! They told me that I was now single and they were too! So Fuck it! Im fuckin single! If they cant love me unconditionally and respect me to the fullest then I dont need them! I will never forgive them for what they did to me...EVER! They way they treated me in front of their friends, of they way they spoke to me. I guess in a way it was good to hear what they really thought of me before the relationship went any further. Although a year isnt exactly chump change. Fuck it.
i'm never coming back
i'm never giving in
i'll never be the shine in your spit!
i disconnect the act
i disconnect the dots
i disconnect the me in me!
and you're mistaken, it's you that's faking
living and breathing and dying too
this message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool
You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back
cause i give it all back to you!
thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
wreak their havoc upon this world!
the disenchanted, the romantics,
the body and face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole!!
destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart
and you!! you make me so i need to disconnect!!
and you make it so real
i don't need your love to disconnect!
to runaround kids in get-go cars
with vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
galaxies full of nobodies
giving us the farewell runarounds
i took a virgin mary axe to his sweet baby jane, lost my innocence to a no good girl, scratch my
face with anvil hands, and coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth...
and i give it all back to you
i give it all back to you
i give it all back to you......
no way, i don't need it, i don't need your love to disconnect
and you make it, so real, i don't need your love to disconnect