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Nursing school sucks! enough said.. well ok maybe not enough. I am a junior and I should be thinking about getting ready for my senior year and how my life will change blah blah blah... NO I am worried about how I am going to keep my teachers off my back so that I can actually pass nursing school.
Life doesnt seem fair because like some people say when you love somthing so much it should come natural to you or it should be ok in the end.. well its not. it seems to me in my nursing class that its the people that dont really want to be nurses and dont really care if they use their degree that get the greatest grades.. every year since ive been here i've gotten low bs to cs in my classes but I LOVE HELPING PPL AND I LOVE CLINICAL but the teachers dont see all the effort all the times i've givenup friends and all the times that i waste my life away studying.
So right now I am very frusterated with life.. because this is how it breaks down:
I wish that 3.5 years ago when i wanted to go home and do school I would have listented to myself and not my family.. yes i guess thats blamming them for allof ths but its not. i just let them decidie and it should have been me.
Jon is bit upset he is like your going to fail in ur junior year.. and Isaid i would like to think im NOT but it may happen. I a doing the best i can sir and thats all i can do. well he just can't believe it. Sorry if it will runin your life plans for us but if we arent strong enough to get thru something that may potentilly happen they maybe we should re-think this..
I was also informed that i better have a job because i have to pay 1 thrid of the bills this summer as well. I understand why this is but he didnt say it the nicest way. so on to job hunting next week. definallty over easter for sure after this mini hell week is over..
things that are coming up:
Nursing 373 exam monday :(
Clinical at wednesday, thursday
EASTER BREAK thusday at 12:00!!
what i plan to do.. read tuesday with morrie, job search, and sleep!
yey life not i hate it right not and i keep telling myself that its worth it but inside the answer is NO ITS NOT!
Sigh,game over
Life doesnt seem fair because like some people say when you love somthing so much it should come natural to you or it should be ok in the end.. well its not. it seems to me in my nursing class that its the people that dont really want to be nurses and dont really care if they use their degree that get the greatest grades.. every year since ive been here i've gotten low bs to cs in my classes but I LOVE HELPING PPL AND I LOVE CLINICAL but the teachers dont see all the effort all the times i've givenup friends and all the times that i waste my life away studying.
So right now I am very frusterated with life.. because this is how it breaks down:
I wish that 3.5 years ago when i wanted to go home and do school I would have listented to myself and not my family.. yes i guess thats blamming them for allof ths but its not. i just let them decidie and it should have been me.
Jon is bit upset he is like your going to fail in ur junior year.. and Isaid i would like to think im NOT but it may happen. I a doing the best i can sir and thats all i can do. well he just can't believe it. Sorry if it will runin your life plans for us but if we arent strong enough to get thru something that may potentilly happen they maybe we should re-think this..
I was also informed that i better have a job because i have to pay 1 thrid of the bills this summer as well. I understand why this is but he didnt say it the nicest way. so on to job hunting next week. definallty over easter for sure after this mini hell week is over..
things that are coming up:
Nursing 373 exam monday :(
Clinical at wednesday, thursday
EASTER BREAK thusday at 12:00!!
what i plan to do.. read tuesday with morrie, job search, and sleep!
yey life not i hate it right not and i keep telling myself that its worth it but inside the answer is NO ITS NOT!
Sigh,game over