ready
For a while after jon had talked about living on the east coast forever I was kinda like NO i dont think so.. but i really am ready to do that.. there is not much here in this state of IN and im ready to go. ready to move on ready to start my life ready to be the best wife/nurse/mother/friend I can be its just not going to be in Indiana. yes my family lives here and CT is 12hr from FW but there are vacations and holiday's and random trips to home that will make it all ok. I'm ok with branching out im ok with leaving home as i have been doing for the past 4 years. I love my family and I love jon and im ready to go.
School is going well. still need a research topic... I have an exam tomorrow that i need to study for. I also needed to read. I have yet to do any of the stuff just stated.. i get motivated then not i wish i would just stay up. but a little bit at a time is all you need to do and it will get done.
Still healing from surgery sucks.. i still have a wound that is not completly healed on the outside even though i know it heals from the inside out but i dont care its ugly and i dont like it. i will never be ok with it either..
the diet i have to keep is a low fat diet.. who does that..lol i mean idon eat that bad of stuff tobegin with but i still have to watch what i eat. i dont like low fat dressing or foods they just dont taste right and I wish my bowels would get a hang of what they have to do becuase listen here body there is no more gallbladder to do your dirty work so suck it up.. its just hard knowning that i have to leave right after i eat so i can go to the bathroom its like a clock and its gross and not fun..
ugh enough already right thats how i feel... like a rollarcoaster uP and DoWn...
School is going well. still need a research topic... I have an exam tomorrow that i need to study for. I also needed to read. I have yet to do any of the stuff just stated.. i get motivated then not i wish i would just stay up. but a little bit at a time is all you need to do and it will get done.
Still healing from surgery sucks.. i still have a wound that is not completly healed on the outside even though i know it heals from the inside out but i dont care its ugly and i dont like it. i will never be ok with it either..
the diet i have to keep is a low fat diet.. who does that..lol i mean idon eat that bad of stuff tobegin with but i still have to watch what i eat. i dont like low fat dressing or foods they just dont taste right and I wish my bowels would get a hang of what they have to do becuase listen here body there is no more gallbladder to do your dirty work so suck it up.. its just hard knowning that i have to leave right after i eat so i can go to the bathroom its like a clock and its gross and not fun..
ugh enough already right thats how i feel... like a rollarcoaster uP and DoWn...