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I really want to be motivated about my junior year of college but i'm not.. I really dont understand what is going on with me.. maybe I need to go to couseling. I dont understand what is going on.. maybe its from the surgery I dont really know..I try to talk to my mom and dad and they keep saying that its going to be ok. HOW do they know are they in my head NO they are not.
I also miss waking up next to Jon everyday. He told me today that he misses me which makes it harder to be happy. Its my 4th year in evansville that is A ok just one more year left and happy ever after but i gotta make it there first...
god please help me make it through...
ugh