Mar 20, 2005 21:15
so tonite I'm relaxing by myself. someone I thought was my best friend ever turned out not to be it. They took matters into their own hands and I realized they've been trying to ruin any relationship I'd ever have. Lame huh? hopefully it doesn't ruin what I have with this one boy because I do like him. I found the most relaxing thing ever... sitting on a car with the music up loud. watching stuff happen. Its like in a movie when you see stuff go on but you can't hear it all you can hear is the music. Its so lovely, I <3 it. What would be weird if I married the person I think I'm going to marry.
I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up