My Name Is Taylor, And I Suck

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somebody hit me seriously. i am a terrible person i really am.

ok so yesterday i found out some information by way of shamelessly snooping. Strike 1. it freaked the hell out of me and i want to curl up in a little ball and cry(or throw up...which ever came first) so i did what i always do and called ashlee...

i wanted to talk to her so bad all

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I <3 u!

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Tay~hey babe. I do not think u are a terrible person by any means and I'm really sorry if I in any way, made u feel like that. I know how the beginning of relationships are...they feel so good...u can't even describe it in words and I want u to know that I AM very happy for u ok. It's just a little weird around Emily b/c of everything that has happened. U by all means are permitted to kiss him in front of anybody u want b/c he's your boyfriend. (just like Emily said) It's just hard for me and it really gets under my skin so I think the best thing for me is to not hang out w/ u all if Emily is there. I hope u can understand that. But I do not think u are a terrible person. U are my best friend and I <3 u so much! U have no earthly idea. I would do ANYTHING for u. This medication business isn't fun to hear about. And honestly I just hope it doesn't change u. And if it does, I would hope your mom or dad would take u off of it. I have a feeling your dad doesn't even want u on them to begin w/. If it makes u feel any better, Heather is on Prozac and she doesn't act any different. This is only a small part of what's to come for the both of us...But just remember that I'm here. And I always will be. I LOVE U!!! <3 ash