May 09, 2005 21:17
i had a lot of fun this weekend. on friday i was supposed to go to the picnic with kerry but my parents got in another one of their *let's not talk but scream at taylor because we're too immature to really talk to each other* fights. so i started bawling and called kerry and told her to forget about it. then i went to ashlee's and didn't come home until sunday :)
for some reason i could be in the worst mood ever and seriously just want to cry for ever and ever but she just really calms my ass down.
we went over to bozz's and played b-ball with j-money and then went to go get ice cream...heck yes. j wanted ice cream too. that's my wigger. then we came back and like started watchign movies until ashee's curfew and while we were waiting for emily to come outside i checked my voicemail and it was my mom leaving another one of her *this isn't my fault...i'm gonna make you feel really guilty* messages nearly in tears, so i just sat down in bozz yard before running inside and grabbing ashlee...i just needed to get home.
saturday was just nice. the whole day was fun minus a few moments that made me feel like a seventh grader again. oh the maturity of high schoolers...how soon it can be abandoned sometimes. i mean the whole day i just hung out outside with bozz, scott, ashlee, and weird jason guy thing. ashlee was in and out towards the end of the night but me and the boys had a picnic at like 10:30 at night after peelin out to get polar pops...ashlee left us to talk to dave finally and i made her a plate :)
then bozz and i took scott and jason back to mitchell's, then came back got ashlee and went home. this weekend was just a nice break from the fam even though my dad kept callin and was always like *are you happy...that's all that matters* and making me feel kinda guilty for leaving for so long. damn i needed it though.
i went to a cookout at linda's and talked to june about prom and such. she looked adorable. i love her more than she realizes.
i think i'm gonna hang out with bozz friday while ash and dave are gettin down at prom. her dress is so pretty and she's gorgeous so the combination of the two will be enough to make any shark with strep throat AND mono, instantly feel better.
I don't know where to start
Say I’m tired or throw a party
These cucumber eyes are lying the more that I smile
about it.
And all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways
I don't like it.