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All I have to say is...HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOSE SOMEONE YOU LIKE AFTER YOU LOST THE GIRL THAT LOVED YOU LIKE NO OTHER YOU DICKLESS BASTARD!!!!!
I hope it hurts..BAD
Maybe I made a huge mistake by going out with you. Maybe I was wrong to fall for you..but whatever I did wrong, the biggest mistake I made was believing everything you said. By trusting you, I ended up giving you a piece of me, and letting you see a part of me that not many people do. I wore my heart on my sleeve just daring you to take advantage of my love..and you did. I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again..because I didn't know how I could wake up one one morning and have it all hit me. I didn't know I could miss you this much. Just one night..that's all I want. One night where I don't fall asleep crying. I sit and think about how things used to be..I miss you so much it hurts. But then I remember you're out there somewhere..not missing me, and that hurts me the most.
If you have called me or IMed me frequently..I want to thank you for keeping me SANE.
I hope it hurts..BAD
Maybe I made a huge mistake by going out with you. Maybe I was wrong to fall for you..but whatever I did wrong, the biggest mistake I made was believing everything you said. By trusting you, I ended up giving you a piece of me, and letting you see a part of me that not many people do. I wore my heart on my sleeve just daring you to take advantage of my love..and you did. I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again..because I didn't know how I could wake up one one morning and have it all hit me. I didn't know I could miss you this much. Just one night..that's all I want. One night where I don't fall asleep crying. I sit and think about how things used to be..I miss you so much it hurts. But then I remember you're out there somewhere..not missing me, and that hurts me the most.
If you have called me or IMed me frequently..I want to thank you for keeping me SANE.