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recently things have been ok. i havent been feeling too well and im not exactly sure why. i feel like i cant get my feeligns out because some of the people who read my journal might be offended or run their mouths to their friends. this journal is pretty much useless. Alex and i might go to a show this weekend is anybody wants to come. theres a really hot guitar player... :) he's alex's tho. and richard is coming down so we're all having a bbq at the beach on saturday. everyone can come! hopefully it wont rain. im excited for the weekend. it's weird, but i kinda miss going to the car shows and races on friday nights. i know it doesnt make sense to me either. i think i just miss some of the people out there. i miss driving in slow neons and running around with ivanka and kim. good times. i can't wait for christmas! i think i finally know what i want *him to get me! :) haha he'll pay for the last coulple of holidays.