Nov 08, 2008 03:51
So I sneaked out of the house tonight to go to the Necto. I can't believe I didn't get caught! But even if I had, it would so be worth it! I had the most amazing time EVER. And I'm so glad to be out and about for once! I was so socially deprived it's not even funny! No wonder I was so depressed. So I'm gonna say a few things just cuz I feel so happy that I still actually have the ability to make friends! Yayayayayay!
Scott and Sarah are the cutest couple ever! ...Second only to Liz and Crystal! <3
Random guy named Sean. I don't know him, but he's cool! I regret not yelling "I love you!" randomly to him when I passed him in my car once the night was over! Just to be random. I love random!
And to a certain someone... who most likely won't be reading this... I just need to get it off my mind... I love you more than anything. I think you know that. And I'm sorry that sometimes you have problems with your girlfriend. It's ok if you talk to me about it. But PLEASE... stop making me your outlet. It tends to get my hopes up just when I'm over you. So unless I really do have any sort of chance, just stop. Just try to be normal with me, whatever normal might mean. I feel like we've been through this before... -.- Oh, yeah... That's because we have. Ok, now that I'm done venting, I can continue to get on with my life. As much as I love you, I wish you the best of luck, as always. P.S. Thank you so much for calling me! I love it when I can hear from you! And when I said you're the only person I loved right then, I meant I knew you would have gone out with me when I couldn't find anyone else to. :)