hero 2a/?
A silent moment for a while,jinki looked straight to taemin’s teary eyes
“I hate your words,don’t say that anymore”said jinki ,taemin cried,he shaked his head hardly
“no hyung..it will happen soon,you can’t be like this anylonger,even if I die,I”
“taemin shut up”
“when will you understand hyung?iam getting worse everytime I see you bleeding,I don’t know what happen to you out there,I don’t know who’s the maker of that purple mark on your face,I have no idea what will happen to you if I die”
“ENOUGH!!i know,you tired..you don’t want to nurse me anymore huh?you already uncare about me,right yeah taemin?”
“no..no hyung,i..i don’t mean,I don’t mean to”taemin hold his cry so he could speak to already angry jinki,he hold jinki’s arm as jinki suddenly stand up and removed taemin’s cold hand badly
“even you,I though you’re the only one who love me,I though you’re the only one who cares about me”said jinki with his evil smile
“*sob*hyung..i care about you,I love you,I just”
“SHUT UP!SHUT THE FUCKING UP!YOU LIER!!YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE!JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT,JUST LEAVE ME IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE!”taemin frozen,he couldn’t feel how hurt his heart when jinki,for the first time screamed like that to him,it was even more painful than his cancer,it was to deadly,he even couldn’t feel his own body,everything just like stopped the movement as jinki walked fastly and hitted the door and left a blood pock marked in the spot that jinki was hit..jinki ignored everyone who tried to help him when he accrosed the hospital alley,just like his blood,the tears was out even faster than his blood,but nothing sobbing out from his shuted mouth..jinki hasn’t idea where would he go at that time,finally he stepped his feet to some club far enough from the hospital,he doesn’t care how far the kilometers he has passed,he doesn’t care about the blood or the pain feel he got,he doesn’t care how broken his bone right now,he doesn’t care how much knife strike his heart,his life is taemin,and taemin hasn’t care about him anymore
“DUK DUK DUK”kibum awaked because of the knocked sound,he looked for his watch for a second before open the door
“02.00?”kibum already chick-eyes became chicker when he realized that it was still,or too morning to visit someone house,”you….what happened to yo”jinki leaned his body and hugged kibum with his lobster face,kibum closed his nose because of very sting smell from the drunk guy
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“where am i?”asked taemin while looking around about the strange place,he is lying on the soft ground where is many flowers and plants growing,its really beautiful place,and he never found this on everywhere,”am I in dream land?”asked himself again..there is a long tunnel in front of him,the wind blowing so hard suddenly,just like it pushed him to go to the tunnel,taemin woke up and walked to the tunnel,until a screamed stopped his step,he heard someone called his name,louder and louder,its really suffer voice that made his tears fell down,taemin looked to the two side,he really confused to decided,where should he go,the tunnel or source voice
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Jinki run away as fast as possible to reach taemin,he woke up on kibum’s bed at 7 o’clock In the morning..still dizzy when jinki opened his eyes and need a several times to remembered him about what was happen last night..kibum said that he drunk and kibum brough him to his room,he slept soon after kibum placed him on the bed,he murmuded and said that he want to dead,nobody’s cared for him,he even cried and shouted one name,taemin..his phone was ringing in every single minute,kibum hadn’t choice but picked the phone up because it was ringing all the times,it must be something important..kibum said that,it was from a hospital,from Dr. Choi,he said that he had to talk with jinki right now,it was about taemin condition,kibum tried hard to waked up the drunk jinki but he didn’t wake up..but jinki yelled again at kibum and blamed him if happened something bad with taemin before he left kibum’s room
“shiwon-sshi!!”jinki scream to someone with a white long clotes and statescop hang on around his neck,”I,iam sorry,I was drunk last night…what happened?”said jinki hurriedly,he has been run and just stop a view seconds ago,Dr. Shiwon just stared at him with a hopeless expression,looked at the messy guy in front of him,he wasn’t dare to tell the truth..jinki realized that expression,he hate that expression so much,”where is taemin?”asked jinki lowly while a head down is the answer,”fuck”jinki leave Dr. Shiwon as he just silent when jinki asked about taemin,he run again to taemin’s room,he doesn’t care even he almost can’t feel his own legs..the door already opened,he saw the nurse was rolled up the infuse and blocked jinki’s looking,with all power left,jinki walked slowly to the bed,”please don’t taemin”he said reapetly on his heart,wish someone under the white blanket isn’t taemin,tears already covered his face,he kneeled as his hand slowly reach the blanket,his hand shaked,because of dehydration but more about scared of someone behind the soft white material,he removed the blanket…and taemin lying under that..pale,and cold,like a sleeping wodden doll..jinki smiled,then laught as hard as he can,”it must be dreaming,you shouldn’t be like this,I shouldn’t see you like this,iam here,taemin..”jinki touch taemin’s frozen face,”look,iam bleeding,you have to nurse me Minnie..Lee Taemin wake up please”jinki’s sobbing filled the room,he leaned his head on taemin’s chest and hugged taemin’s death body tighly,”TAEMIN WAKE UP!!WAKE THE FUCKING UP!!”
“a,are you ok?”kibum shaked jinki’s sweaty body while jinki looks around and found himself in the strange place
“where am i?”asked jinki while take a look to the little watch beside
“in my room..you came at 2am and you drunk,so I brough you here..you slept soon after I placed you on the bed,and you murmured and keep complaining about your life,and you shouted some name..taemin?”jinki’s eyes become wider as he remember about what was happen and why he drunk last night,jinki then grab his pocket and jeans,search for something,”you search this?”asked kibum and showing what thing he is searching,”iam sorry,I didn’t mean to not decent but,your phone was ringing every single minute,I hadn’t choice but picked the phone up because it was ringing all the times,it must be something important,someone named Dr. Choi said that he had to talk with……jinki,it was about,ehhhmmmm..taemin condition..i tried hard to”
“STOP!!WHY YOU DIDN’T WAKE ME UP??FUCK!!”jinki force himself to walk and leave kibum after that,he scar,it just like dejavu,wake up in kibum’s room,7 o’clock,kibum explanation,ran away as fast as he can,he is running right now to the same place in his dream,hospital..he meet Dr. Shiwon with a white long clotes and statescop hang on around his neck,jinki start sobbing,always hope it isn’t dejavu,he pass Dr. Shiwon and run even faster to get taemin’s room as Dr. Shiwon following him behind.. the door already opened,he meet the nurse is rolling up the infuse and blocking jinki’s looking,and he is being greeting by an empty bed,”WHERE IS TAEMIN?”asked jinki and grabed the nurse collar clotes
“jinki-sshi,taemin is in ICU room right now”said Dr. Shiwon and help his son from jinki’s grabbed
“take me to him”
“I hate your words,don’t say that anymore”said jinki ,taemin cried,he shaked his head hardly
“no hyung..it will happen soon,you can’t be like this anylonger,even if I die,I”
“taemin shut up”
“when will you understand hyung?iam getting worse everytime I see you bleeding,I don’t know what happen to you out there,I don’t know who’s the maker of that purple mark on your face,I have no idea what will happen to you if I die”
“ENOUGH!!i know,you tired..you don’t want to nurse me anymore huh?you already uncare about me,right yeah taemin?”
“no..no hyung,i..i don’t mean,I don’t mean to”taemin hold his cry so he could speak to already angry jinki,he hold jinki’s arm as jinki suddenly stand up and removed taemin’s cold hand badly
“even you,I though you’re the only one who love me,I though you’re the only one who cares about me”said jinki with his evil smile
“*sob*hyung..i care about you,I love you,I just”
“SHUT UP!SHUT THE FUCKING UP!YOU LIER!!YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE!JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT,JUST LEAVE ME IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE!”taemin frozen,he couldn’t feel how hurt his heart when jinki,for the first time screamed like that to him,it was even more painful than his cancer,it was to deadly,he even couldn’t feel his own body,everything just like stopped the movement as jinki walked fastly and hitted the door and left a blood pock marked in the spot that jinki was hit..jinki ignored everyone who tried to help him when he accrosed the hospital alley,just like his blood,the tears was out even faster than his blood,but nothing sobbing out from his shuted mouth..jinki hasn’t idea where would he go at that time,finally he stepped his feet to some club far enough from the hospital,he doesn’t care how far the kilometers he has passed,he doesn’t care about the blood or the pain feel he got,he doesn’t care how broken his bone right now,he doesn’t care how much knife strike his heart,his life is taemin,and taemin hasn’t care about him anymore
“DUK DUK DUK”kibum awaked because of the knocked sound,he looked for his watch for a second before open the door
“02.00?”kibum already chick-eyes became chicker when he realized that it was still,or too morning to visit someone house,”you….what happened to yo”jinki leaned his body and hugged kibum with his lobster face,kibum closed his nose because of very sting smell from the drunk guy
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“where am i?”asked taemin while looking around about the strange place,he is lying on the soft ground where is many flowers and plants growing,its really beautiful place,and he never found this on everywhere,”am I in dream land?”asked himself again..there is a long tunnel in front of him,the wind blowing so hard suddenly,just like it pushed him to go to the tunnel,taemin woke up and walked to the tunnel,until a screamed stopped his step,he heard someone called his name,louder and louder,its really suffer voice that made his tears fell down,taemin looked to the two side,he really confused to decided,where should he go,the tunnel or source voice
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Jinki run away as fast as possible to reach taemin,he woke up on kibum’s bed at 7 o’clock In the morning..still dizzy when jinki opened his eyes and need a several times to remembered him about what was happen last night..kibum said that he drunk and kibum brough him to his room,he slept soon after kibum placed him on the bed,he murmuded and said that he want to dead,nobody’s cared for him,he even cried and shouted one name,taemin..his phone was ringing in every single minute,kibum hadn’t choice but picked the phone up because it was ringing all the times,it must be something important..kibum said that,it was from a hospital,from Dr. Choi,he said that he had to talk with jinki right now,it was about taemin condition,kibum tried hard to waked up the drunk jinki but he didn’t wake up..but jinki yelled again at kibum and blamed him if happened something bad with taemin before he left kibum’s room
“shiwon-sshi!!”jinki scream to someone with a white long clotes and statescop hang on around his neck,”I,iam sorry,I was drunk last night…what happened?”said jinki hurriedly,he has been run and just stop a view seconds ago,Dr. Shiwon just stared at him with a hopeless expression,looked at the messy guy in front of him,he wasn’t dare to tell the truth..jinki realized that expression,he hate that expression so much,”where is taemin?”asked jinki lowly while a head down is the answer,”fuck”jinki leave Dr. Shiwon as he just silent when jinki asked about taemin,he run again to taemin’s room,he doesn’t care even he almost can’t feel his own legs..the door already opened,he saw the nurse was rolled up the infuse and blocked jinki’s looking,with all power left,jinki walked slowly to the bed,”please don’t taemin”he said reapetly on his heart,wish someone under the white blanket isn’t taemin,tears already covered his face,he kneeled as his hand slowly reach the blanket,his hand shaked,because of dehydration but more about scared of someone behind the soft white material,he removed the blanket…and taemin lying under that..pale,and cold,like a sleeping wodden doll..jinki smiled,then laught as hard as he can,”it must be dreaming,you shouldn’t be like this,I shouldn’t see you like this,iam here,taemin..”jinki touch taemin’s frozen face,”look,iam bleeding,you have to nurse me Minnie..Lee Taemin wake up please”jinki’s sobbing filled the room,he leaned his head on taemin’s chest and hugged taemin’s death body tighly,”TAEMIN WAKE UP!!WAKE THE FUCKING UP!!”
“a,are you ok?”kibum shaked jinki’s sweaty body while jinki looks around and found himself in the strange place
“where am i?”asked jinki while take a look to the little watch beside
“in my room..you came at 2am and you drunk,so I brough you here..you slept soon after I placed you on the bed,and you murmured and keep complaining about your life,and you shouted some name..taemin?”jinki’s eyes become wider as he remember about what was happen and why he drunk last night,jinki then grab his pocket and jeans,search for something,”you search this?”asked kibum and showing what thing he is searching,”iam sorry,I didn’t mean to not decent but,your phone was ringing every single minute,I hadn’t choice but picked the phone up because it was ringing all the times,it must be something important,someone named Dr. Choi said that he had to talk with……jinki,it was about,ehhhmmmm..taemin condition..i tried hard to”
“STOP!!WHY YOU DIDN’T WAKE ME UP??FUCK!!”jinki force himself to walk and leave kibum after that,he scar,it just like dejavu,wake up in kibum’s room,7 o’clock,kibum explanation,ran away as fast as he can,he is running right now to the same place in his dream,hospital..he meet Dr. Shiwon with a white long clotes and statescop hang on around his neck,jinki start sobbing,always hope it isn’t dejavu,he pass Dr. Shiwon and run even faster to get taemin’s room as Dr. Shiwon following him behind.. the door already opened,he meet the nurse is rolling up the infuse and blocking jinki’s looking,and he is being greeting by an empty bed,”WHERE IS TAEMIN?”asked jinki and grabed the nurse collar clotes
“jinki-sshi,taemin is in ICU room right now”said Dr. Shiwon and help his son from jinki’s grabbed
“take me to him”