Mar 31, 2006 14:31
wow i havent written in this thing for ages...
anyways, im gettin frustrated, the band doesnt practice too much anymore. we havent really practiced since like january. we do periodically but not as much as i would want to. if i could id want homdm to practice like 3 times a week at least just like we used to. we're a good band sometimes. and im gettin hella sloppy at drums cuz i dont get to practice on a kit that often. it just seems kinda like the guys dont really care too much anymore. we hella need somethin to motivate us into that mentality of being a good band again. cuz im spending money every month to keep my kit there and to use the spot and its hardly used. (well that i know of). hopefully all works out. i want it to. ugh.
im kinda failing skool right now. well not exactly failing just doing bad. all the tests ive done lately have produced D grades, which is way below what i wuld need to transfer to another skool. again, i need to motivate myself into a mentality in which is more positive and would get me doing those things that would help me pass skool. fuck! fuckity fuck fuck!
fuck the rain for killing my day of work, but fuck yeah for the rain cuz i like rain. but i like rain more on days im not scheduled.