Oct 23, 2004 16:16
my dreams don't leave me here......
so i havn't updated this piece of shit journal for many reasons that i don't feel like expressing at the moment. my grades are good i'm doing great for all of those who care. the people that see me as "sad" or "upset" i'm fine i'm just tired i stay up late at night and think (which if you know me is never good) my sister came home this weekend. my weekend has sucked so far, but i got my halloween costume with my dad it was kool he paid for half my clothes. for those who don't know i'm going to be a vampire with kelly as a double for school. i also get my braces off this friday so that's always a plus. little things upset people only problem is they don't express it to the people or peoples that have hurt them therefore no one has a fucking clue how to make them happy. my sister burned this cd that i'm listening to but i fogot the name of it or the titles so yea but its good.
tasting every moment with you
im suffering im bleeding
save me from this pit of frailty
i'm in the school play which is entitled "fools" you should see me its on the 5th and 6th of november. i don't know what else to write about if people have suggestions of what they would like me to talk about or somthing comment or talk to me.
tears fallin down again
tears fallin down.......
you fall on your knees
you beg you bleed
can i be somebody else for all the times i hate myself