May 18, 2006 01:39
I'm pretty tired. Homework's a bitch. Especially the math this week. And I have to go nd listen to a fat old man with suspenders lecture about how he's so much better than us because he's "been doing this for years." I'm just not in the mood.
I really like Riley's hair. No one else does. I'm glad he cut it, though.
Speaking of Riley, the final Da Vinci code challenge starts today at 10 in the morning. I'm not going to start it then. Riley and I are going to do it together, with Josh's help, of course. It would be awesome if we won. I can't imagine going on the trip of a lifetime with those guys. It would be so cool.
The movie comes out on Friday. Again, I think Riley and I are going to go to that together, with Nate and Josh, maybe. I heard the movie isn't that good, but who cares? The point of movie is entertainment, not world changing revelations. And it has Audrey Tautu in it.
I feel so unprepared for life. I feel disarmed and ragged. It's a weird feeling. I feel like something escaped from me. I know I should be doing much better in school, but I'm not, and yet, I feel as though I'm trying harder than ever. It's not that it's just harder, it's as though I can do better, but some little bit of me is holding back, and that's the bit I need.
I asked Remington to call me tomorrow. I can't predict whether he will or not, but it would make me happy if he did.
My nose is running, and my eyes are watering. I prolly look like I'm crying. That's one of the things that sucks about have a runny nose when you've got eyes that water all the time. I had someone ask me what waswrong hte other day as I sniffled my way up to Rutherford.
I have to have a research topic about something in italy by next week. I have no idea what to do. I shouldn't think about that now.
I'm kinda of sick of it all right now. I think I just need to sleep for a long time. I haven't gotten enough sleep even once this week. I'm having difficulty sleeping. I'm dead tired, but I can't just go to sleep.
I'm going to try to anyway, and stop being a little emo bitch.
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