GOODNESS!!!!
I havent updated in forever. My computer's STILL broken. Im using Mickey's. Well the last...month i guess has been...interesting. Me and Eddie were talking for a little bit. That ended. 50 million people are mad at me for it. But what can ya do? We stopped talking for a particular reason. And that was that I realized I liked JJ. I told him. No biggie. He just asked me what I was gonna do about it. That answer is...nothing. Why? Because it's not even worth trying. He graduated. Ive been down that road before. And he probably doesnt even like me like that. Probably just wants to hook up or something. But like I said not happening.
And now, me and Nick started talking again. I dont know whats gonna happen if anything does happen. I think something will happen but not yet. Maybe not for another few months. Only time will tell. But thats cool. Its nice not having to depend on someone or be tied down. I missed my friends so much.
Speaking of friends. I almost lost 2 of them. Shasta and Mickensie. Thank God I didnt. That would suck losing 2 of your best friends. Ya know? And it was all over the whole Malachi (sp?) thing. I didnt know what to say to Mickey, so I didnt really talk to her. I realized that was so the wrong thing to do. When your best friend needs you more than ever, you dont seperate yourself from her. You're supposed to be there whenever she needs you. But Im here now (literally and figuratively). You all know about the whole Shasta thing. I apologized, she apologized, things are good. We both realized that we're drifting apart. We're 2 totally different people now. I mean, me and Shast never really were alike in many ways, but ever since we started high school, we are REALLY different. But I still love her no matter what.
My sister moved in with us. Which is pretty cool I guess. It just kinda sucks cuz I cant talk on the phone in private anymore cuz we share a room. And her cats are always in my room cuz if they go out Duke will go nuts. And at night her dog sleeps on the bed with me. Which is completely annoying because I love to have my big bed to myself lol. And the cats love to make a whole lotta noise at like 3 in the morning. UGH!!! ANIMALS SUCK!!!!
Well I guess I better go. I dont wanna be rude and be on Mickensie's computer all night. So adios!
~Lola~
And now, me and Nick started talking again. I dont know whats gonna happen if anything does happen. I think something will happen but not yet. Maybe not for another few months. Only time will tell. But thats cool. Its nice not having to depend on someone or be tied down. I missed my friends so much.
Speaking of friends. I almost lost 2 of them. Shasta and Mickensie. Thank God I didnt. That would suck losing 2 of your best friends. Ya know? And it was all over the whole Malachi (sp?) thing. I didnt know what to say to Mickey, so I didnt really talk to her. I realized that was so the wrong thing to do. When your best friend needs you more than ever, you dont seperate yourself from her. You're supposed to be there whenever she needs you. But Im here now (literally and figuratively). You all know about the whole Shasta thing. I apologized, she apologized, things are good. We both realized that we're drifting apart. We're 2 totally different people now. I mean, me and Shast never really were alike in many ways, but ever since we started high school, we are REALLY different. But I still love her no matter what.
My sister moved in with us. Which is pretty cool I guess. It just kinda sucks cuz I cant talk on the phone in private anymore cuz we share a room. And her cats are always in my room cuz if they go out Duke will go nuts. And at night her dog sleeps on the bed with me. Which is completely annoying because I love to have my big bed to myself lol. And the cats love to make a whole lotta noise at like 3 in the morning. UGH!!! ANIMALS SUCK!!!!
Well I guess I better go. I dont wanna be rude and be on Mickensie's computer all night. So adios!
~Lola~