[EMO POST BEWARE] grammar and typos too :D

May 13, 2009 22:56

Haha, so I think I will be emo, so I put that, i'm not really sure ^^.

Just got to thinking of my fandoms and all that. ^^

And about my stress XD, i'll lj-cut the rest xD

OK, what to start with? Ah, I really dont know. How to start,
and I dont think, but one or two will read this.

Maybe I'll start with how I got into jpop?
Well, japanese culture in general I've always been into since I was little,
mainly anime though, that was it :D.

So mainly anime until like 11th grade, xD, I know right lol.
I dont even remember when I started watching anime online in japanese.
But I did and slowly more and more anime.
I never read manga, I hate reading.  A book has to be real good,
and I do judge by the cover oh well... :\
So anime, and online, I came across a site, Crunchyroll I LOVE THAT SITE,
I'm not currently a member anymore though, because they pissed me off,
they wanted to be official and deleted all the videos. well eff that I left,
Funny how I left exactly one year after they introduced me to jpop, wow.
So yeah, I mainly used Crunchyroll for all my anime needs,
of course there was music videos and dramas, but I never paid attention to them.

Funny, how I also kept seeing DBSK all over their site but told myself I would never
ever ever listen to them because I tend to not like mainstream stuff,
but I'm such a hypocrite, I watch mainstream anime all the time,
mainly because it has to become mainstream before it hits over here,
or even begins to get subbed, and i'm glad i can begin to watch an episode raw,
due to studying japanese. I always knew I would study japanese once I started watching
it subbed.  Yeah so, into jpop yeah lol, I guess when I started watching anime online,
I would always download the openings and endings, that was probably my first step

hm.. then it hit me one day, happened to be dec31,2007, i was just that bored,
being on crunchy roll and what not, i just finished an anime episode and
just so happened one of the you should watch things, was NewS' Kibou,
I was like wtf, no way, haha boy bands are so 90s, and this video looked
like it haha, but that was nice, i fell in love. at that time with Ryo xD,
but I unno, i believe a little before them, I got introduced to Hana Kimi
and my drama chapter opened up.  But this started my jpop chapter,
it's nice to open new chapters in my life, recently i opened my tablet drawing chapter
and my karaoke chapter has opened and closed a few times, even my subbing chapter is
currently closed. hm.. so yeah, i ran into NewS, even though it was 2007 i met them as 8nin,
and they were awesome, before i knew it i was all informed on JE, i knew about the hiatus
i knew everything haha, i'm a good researcher, i was like, after informed a fan from 2004,
haha, so yeah. Around that time the taiyou no namida pv was out, so I saw them as 6nin,
I researched all about that. I was pretty hardcore xD.  Before I knew it, I knew it all,
I dont remember how I met KAT-TUN and Arashi, then eventually came to love Kanjani8,
but that's how it happened, though I had my KAT-TUN crack moments, i always thought
they do try to hard, and they're all ugly lol, and arashi had always been kind of at the bottom,
I felt it was too hard to keep up in their fandom haha mainly because they had been their so long,
I dont think I'm a JE hardcore fan yet though, its only been about a year, but i know
about most of it all like the 4tops, haha i dont know why but i dont really like the ones everyone else likes
i never had a thing for yamapi or jin or kame.. nah, they werent for me, i loved the ones
no one seemed to notice, i met uchi maybe around march, lol met, but i would always
watch the NewS Pv's over and over, and id love to see his random awkward moments,
the ones when he isnt , like when he's in the background and yeah, hm.. i unno

i dont even know where i'm going with this post, why do i still like news? when i really only love uchi,
they dont treat him as if he was ever a member, i feel my tide being rolled over to kanjani8 as ichiban,
because they do care, or is this all about the media?, nah... ive always loved my kansai boys, they
arent as stuck up as the east side.. :\ , so maybe this is just an update for me..., what should I do?
I dont listen to arashi or kat-tun anymore, and yet, i still download their stuff, hm....
I still follow NEWS and Kanjani8 though, but their music doesnt hit me the same as it used to,
maybe after i opened my eyes for uchi, it all changed, i didnt use to mind it at all before,
i unno... :\ , hm... rank those four?, I still have love for 1)NEWS, 2)Kanjani8, 3)KAT-TUN 4)Arashi,
that's what it would be, though.. i say all this stuff about osaka and kansai love, i think
uchi might have changed to the tokyo side, he wants to be more famous, that's why he's
trying so hard, he knows he wants to be with NEWS because they would be more up there,
but with kanjani8 he couldnt really leave them, they're more famous, since 2002, theyve been
there for him.., hm.. maybe i have some hate still in me, but i still love NEWS,
lets do some more ranking! , this is mainly for me, because i'm ocd, lol and i need
to have something set in stone for me to follow it, like saying I love God, I can feel it,
but unless I express it, noone really knows, anyways... Arashi-1)Nino, 2)Sho, 3)Ohno, 4)Matsujun,5)Aiba,
lol why this order? nino's dorky for me :D, matsujun-unfortunatly one of those up there people so, ew, and
kinda girly? features wise lol.. and yeah.. XD, aiba, looks and voice yeah.. lol.. XD, ohno's ohno..,
though his marijuana bust didnt suspend him nooo, but uchi's drinking.. wtf,,...><, anywayssss
onto KAT-TUN-omg, this was a tough one.. like they're all ugly.. and some with bad attitudes,
i think i always liked junno's looks but voice, oh i know! rank for looks, and rank for voice XD
looks- bwaa,,, eff that, jin.. used to look hideous and kame too, but their looks now arent so bad,
pluck some eyebrows cut some hair, wear some fur and there you go, uuugh, whatever,
just a regular rank for them 1)Maru 2)Junno, 3)Ueda, 4)Kame(he isnt soo stuck up :\) 5)Jin(this might be
affected by the current tego incident), 6)Tanaka(might be the only johnny's i really kinda hate)
aaah what time wasted on them.. hm.. let's move to kanjani8! :D
1)might just have to be Okura(though he has his stuck up moments), i think.. like okura probably has
the best voice in eito, but like... he has some issues sometimes (crack shoots me), haha, like..i cant explain
he knows he can go far, but him being picked last =fail, so there! lol know your place okura XD,
um.. next would be 2)Yoko, 3)Ryo(outta love for Uchi only! X[), 4)Baru(silly little man <3), 5)Yasu, 6)Maru, 7)Hina, lol(it's just his face..
maybe teeth, or voice XD), but in respect I love eito all seriously all the members and the group,
it isnt like with NEWS where I think i love the group currently more then the members :\
bwabaw anyways back to the ranks, onto news! XD, okay this one is definitely hard,
i wont include notti in this one, but hes my cool gangster :D, 1)Koya!!! THERE I SAID IT TT_TT,
aaah that was hard,... i really do love tego and he's close close second, but i dont really know
where koyama beats tegochi, but there's like, koyama will always be there for you, not that tego wouldnt
but he has that security a girl like, lmao and honestly back then he was probably low on the ranks for me,
i actually do hate ranking, but it helps set priorities :), sorta, i love them all, hm.. my ranks have changed
since I first met NewS I think.. oh well, now is now, 2)tegoshi of course, i think i fell in love with his date,
all his personality is mine, totally, if he was a girl lol, id go bi only for him :X, lmao, id beat him in soccer!
and hockey, oh yeah, lol, anyways, 3)Ryo(outta love for Uchi once again, and how I used to love him in that green
jacket thing in kibou XD), 4)shall I dare say Yamapi? nah.. i thought about it, hm.. Massu, 5)yamapi maybe?, hm..
i dont want to put  him last, and so Yamapi, 6)Shige, lol why? fake smile? i dont know, i didnt like his date XD,
ah maybe keiichan's date was kawaii toooooo XD, aaah, now what to rant about?
if you made it this far, wow,... you must really have time on your hands... <3, so yeah, that was my JE chapter,
dramas all hit me then, i watched Osen, Uchi's drama, everything was fine and dandy, untill

dun dun dun, DBSK, entered XD.
this was maybe august of 2008 I met DBSK, yup, so i felt all weird lol...because i came into college being a fan,
even converted some of my friends and yet, i didnt really know much about them, even now, i'm still a noob,
and yet, i have lots of there downloads, everything lol, images, i'm not hardcore yet though either,
i think once I get my own room i'll be good XD, *sigh*, right so, like i said earlier, never ever DBSK,
tooooo big a fandom right? well a good friend of mine, loved them, and i didnt know that until she mentioned them
i was like :O you too?, and trusting her instincts in music, i secretly went into a mission to secretly
learn about them, and just so happened, i wanted to hear a song in the back of the alphabet
"why did i fall in love with you", was the first PV i saw of them, just soooo happened, had it been another song,
i probably wouldnt have liked, them, first of all, they were korean, i think first of all i thought they were chinese,
i was like hello no XD, um.. no racism involved XD, just not a big fan of the language ^^, yeah so...
i saw that PV and i fell in love, i thought it was funny, how i choose that song, and it happened to be their latest song,
i was like scooore, im such a genius lol... so yeah.. i fell in love, after that, i looked at beautiful you,
then came mirotic, and wrong number if im not correct, haha ^^; im such a newbie with them, but hey it's almost a year :)
i was glad when i hit my JE anniversary, now this august, i'll put it at the 14, august 14th is the day, haha
it was about 2 weeks before school starts.. hm.. that doesnt sound right, the 9th? it has to be the 9th,
i started the 25th, okay, august 9th is dbsk day w00t :D, yeah so, i saw doushite and was like LOVE @_@
eyes for changmin and (later found out micky), haha jaejoong, i never really like lol,
it's taken me a few months, like maybe 2 months ago i found out i do love yoochun XD,
um.. never really looked into junsu at all, zenzen lol.. ah, yeah so my friend said i dont like koreans
that actually look korean , lol little eyes i guess, =junsu, lmao so yeah,... hm.. i honestly think
that doushite was probably the differentest MV they have, but i loved it, it also took me a few months to
actually dl their korean stuff, i'm more of a japanese junkie lol, yeah.. so then my fandom came into play,
and now i currently dl mostly all of theirs, now if i had more munnies lol, id get more stuff, /buy
yeah so, they opened up my korean chapter XD, to rank them now? 1)Changmin 2)Yoochun 3)Jaejoong 4)Yunho( i
never really do call him u-know) 5)Junsu woooo, yep

after them, i guess came big bang and ft island, that's mostly what my korean chapter looks like lol
aaah, all the other japanese artists i listen too? theres many lmao, mainly rock though hahaha...
and some pops, too many to list out xD, yeah, um.. let's rank big bang, weird though,
im in the fandom, but i dont really download any of their vids, probably because thier comm layout is
a tad annoying same with ft island, but i do have all their music XD, um big bang 1)SeungRi 2) Daesung
3)GDragon, 4)Taeyang 5)TOP, i dont like top lol, ugly and the raps bwaaa, but i like them all,
i say haha i dont hate anyone XD, ft island ranks? 1)Hongki of course <3 2)bwaaa brain fart, lol
i forget their names so easily theyre new to me, so.. uh.. 2)Joon Hong! 3)Wonbin! please do come back <3
4) all the rest are to young lmao xD 4)JaeJin 5)Minhwan 6)i know theyre only 5, but Wonbin is just too cute
6) is that new kid lol.. i dont care much for his name xD, yupp so that's my korean life.. not much huh?

*sigh* i dont know what much to write about, i covered jpop, well mainly
this was all JE/DBSK, huh? lol.. and korean fandoms lmao
i didnt really say anything about UVERworld.. etc etc. yeah theres many of those,
how to express my love for uchi? well i cant haha... XD oh well, you'll never know, but i want to be
his number one, i would marry him, i would i say, lol, like i say i wouldnt marry min, i dont know why
haha.. i wouldnt "do" jaejoong, like many would do, i wouldnt do uchi, only if we married,
not even if they paid me, i want to respect that fool, haha his stubborness is what gets me XD
maybe his princess attitude, i pray i can meet you once uchi.. when i come over there
i'll find you! why do you think im trying so hard to get into an osaka school, just because you
stepped foot in it lol... and i have proof XD, hm..

bwa.. enough fandom talk, well not really, um anyways, this incident on tego and jin
i just HAD to talk about it, i heard and read all about it, and it slightly pissed me off,
figures i dont like jin, and i know how much tegoshi has changed, but what the f...
seriously, i dunno, im rooting for tegoshi though, i dont care how much he can be annoying
he's still cute in his own little way, now if this had been koyama, i'd hate jin, i think it'd be that point,
because i think that it's easier for tegoshi to grow up outta this, he can get back up, but with koyama
itd be like WHAT THE EFF DID HE DO TO YOU, man.. maybe i do love koyama more, lol
anyone dares says something and BAM, deep hate for you :D, just saying, tegoshi has
a bigger fandom, lol, now lets not let tegoshi fans and jin fans fight xD, hahaha.

wow, it's getting late, and i said id sleep earlier,...
ooooo talk about my stress? then to sleep! xD, so i've been getting comissioned to do different kind
of things, and i mean i have the time, but i just stay up late ^^; so i wake up late lol, but no more!
i actually felt like riding my bike today, but it rained :\, i thought maybe tomorrow, but i have things to do,
like.. i unno, and it's raining right now, so a list for myself, peter's icon, that'll be simple
and it'll be filled all with jae-goodness XD, finger lickin good hahahaha, then after that, i'll sub
debby's love in the ice perf , i do love debby haha and peter, ^^, though i think tonight i got a little mad,
or i was rude? sorry, about that, haha i just felt bad that that happened :\ , gomen and please forgive me peter,
ah.. anyways, after debby's sub,. i'll check the votes, and start the comm for the unofficial USA fanclub for dbsk
woot doesnt that sound fun? XD, hm.. that would probably take my day after the sub, i'll need a pretty layout,
and a profile layout too, hm.. then i need to organize the tags, bwa, lots to do for that, but if I have time
i will also start the next sub of my series, i think it's weeeek, id have to check again, hahaha, lol
why did i laugh? i dont know, yeah, so it seems exciting, *eyes droopy*

i want to talk about my language chapter, learning japanese, and getting on sites
and meeting david and henry, aaa, how i wish i was younger, they're so cute, henry's such a flirt
and david's more mature than me, and yet theyre 16 T_T, what i pedo i am.. :\, lol
but yet i love them, well i think i do lol... hehe.... i love/trust too easily

anyways, i dont think this was as emo, as i could have made it, and i think it went a different way,
lmao, oh well.. i just have talked on lj for a while, and now here i am lmao.. oh well,
hm... ah.. i guess my guitar is on hold huh? T_T, and my tablet drawing i was making too,
lol oh well, i love photoshop and layouts and all that will be fun and worth it in the end
i hope those who actually read this, had fun.. or agreed, or i hope you can post your own experiences,
i fail at flists haha but i will try to be more active tomorrow, it's a new day
goodnight and God bless

<3 uchi loves me~ *says in a dream*

~reminders

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