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So, life on the road has gotten a bit...more tolerable. The bickering has lessened quite a bit, I have to admit. So that's improved quite a bit. I'm used to the conditions we are in since they are similiar to some of the worser places in our own village. However, its giving me annoying Forest of Death flash backs.
I'm becoming annoyed about the war back home. If this wasn't of vital interest to both Sand and Leaf, I'd probably screw the mission and go back to help in the war effort. And of coarse, give Orochimaru a good boot to the face.
Sakura, take care during the battle and make sure Naruto doesn't accidently choke on his own spit or fall on a kunai and die. Naruto, you better make it out alive like I know you should, period.
I have no clue what to call what's going on with me and Temari. I don't know if we should really call what we have for the moment a relationship or not. I feel its probably a temporary thing and once its all said and done, and we don't have to be stuck together anymore, this temporary reality where we actually like each other and aren't trying to kill each other is going to disolve and we'll be back at square one. But still, I'm noticing the stupid little things about her that I didn't notice before like the way the light bounces off her hair, the curve of her neck, and how soft and well....how good she looks with her hair down. And its painful to admit that since she knows it and uses it to her stupid feminine advantage. -_-;
Yet, part of me also feels guilty. I'm hiding it for now, as I am the sort of person who thinks the concept of holding hands in public is beneath me. I don't enjoy public displays of affection at all. Sometimes I think that I want to just come out and say what's going on, but then for some reason, my STUPID brain makes me wonder about 'Oh, but what about Sakura?' And then I'm stuck thinking about the girl who has always annoyed me, but has become a team mate and even a friend and then I can't get her out of my head and actually become concerned (what the hell?) about Sakura and how she'd react if she found out- NOT THAT ITS ANY OF HER DAMN BUSINESS.
The only thing I have really learned so far from this is that there ARE interesting things about girls that drive people mad and that they are more trouble than they are worth. So I haven't learned anything at all, but now I got a headache.
I'm becoming annoyed about the war back home. If this wasn't of vital interest to both Sand and Leaf, I'd probably screw the mission and go back to help in the war effort. And of coarse, give Orochimaru a good boot to the face.
Sakura, take care during the battle and make sure Naruto doesn't accidently choke on his own spit or fall on a kunai and die. Naruto, you better make it out alive like I know you should, period.
I have no clue what to call what's going on with me and Temari. I don't know if we should really call what we have for the moment a relationship or not. I feel its probably a temporary thing and once its all said and done, and we don't have to be stuck together anymore, this temporary reality where we actually like each other and aren't trying to kill each other is going to disolve and we'll be back at square one. But still, I'm noticing the stupid little things about her that I didn't notice before like the way the light bounces off her hair, the curve of her neck, and how soft and well....how good she looks with her hair down. And its painful to admit that since she knows it and uses it to her stupid feminine advantage. -_-;
Yet, part of me also feels guilty. I'm hiding it for now, as I am the sort of person who thinks the concept of holding hands in public is beneath me. I don't enjoy public displays of affection at all. Sometimes I think that I want to just come out and say what's going on, but then for some reason, my STUPID brain makes me wonder about 'Oh, but what about Sakura?' And then I'm stuck thinking about the girl who has always annoyed me, but has become a team mate and even a friend and then I can't get her out of my head and actually become concerned (what the hell?) about Sakura and how she'd react if she found out- NOT THAT ITS ANY OF HER DAMN BUSINESS.
The only thing I have really learned so far from this is that there ARE interesting things about girls that drive people mad and that they are more trouble than they are worth. So I haven't learned anything at all, but now I got a headache.