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Three a.m. I wrote this:
The world seems not the same,
though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I don't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger.
Chorus:
Have to try to break free
from the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can say goodbye,
have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
in the end it's worthwhile,
that the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.
I know, should realise
time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
have to trust it will be alright.
Have to stand up to be stronger.
Repeat chorus:
Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face
of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay
Repeat Chorus
It didn't help any, though. I still feel numb. No, I don't want to talk about it.
[private]
Things have gone back to normal for the time being. Least for this time of the year. The usual routine of not sleeping well is going and vivid nightmares of family slaugter have me..... Anyways.
Hm.... I wonder where he went to? I should just forget about the idiot. It's not like anything will happen anyways.
[/private]
Edit to Karin: Stay the hell away from me. Don't read my journals anymore. Keep out of my private life. I don't want anything to do with you any more.
The whole idea of the song is being scrapped.
The world seems not the same,
though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I don't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger.
Chorus:
Have to try to break free
from the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can say goodbye,
have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
in the end it's worthwhile,
that the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.
I know, should realise
time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
have to trust it will be alright.
Have to stand up to be stronger.
Repeat chorus:
Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face
of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay
Repeat Chorus
It didn't help any, though. I still feel numb. No, I don't want to talk about it.
[private]
Things have gone back to normal for the time being. Least for this time of the year. The usual routine of not sleeping well is going and vivid nightmares of family slaugter have me..... Anyways.
Hm.... I wonder where he went to? I should just forget about the idiot. It's not like anything will happen anyways.
[/private]
Edit to Karin: Stay the hell away from me. Don't read my journals anymore. Keep out of my private life. I don't want anything to do with you any more.
The whole idea of the song is being scrapped.