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[uchiha_hitoride]

.....

i've been drifting off...
more and more...
sometimes i wonder if it's really me inside this shell.

i guess i missed a few things. something happened with sasuke...
i knew this would happen.
.. temari seems to have taken care of him though... and.. i'm thankful.
.... i guess i'm doing very well on my role as older sister..
[sighs]
i'm not sure what i'm going to do about.. all this.
everything's happening so fast but i seem to be at a stand-still..
i can't catch on to anything.
when anyone speaks to me, my reactions are delayed.
my eyes never want to stay open and my knees shake.
something's happening.. or is going to happen.
..........
or maybe it's what's happening.. right now.
i can still feel the shuukaku's energy..
i know it's fighting with him...

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.
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i'm really out of it.
maybe i just need sleep....
but i don't think it's that...
i need to check on otouto..
i've been neglecting responsibilities selfishly....