Nov 08, 2004 01:31
Dear everyone,
OMFG, its like 1:09 am n im still in fort liquordale, im bored. the usual around here unless something big happens.I'm so lonely.... i need matt... no really, i need him. I'm like dying. It's not like i can juss grab any old guy and kiss him for 5 minutes.... i WISH!!!!!! well, wait, that sounds wrong... i mean... oh wait, never fuckin mind, im such an idiot. Anyway... i went to a car show today and omfg, scions are awesome....!!!!!!!!! mmmm mountain dew is good. So is sex, i miss sex... i want sex... i want.... SUGAR!!!! I NEED SUGAR!!! omg, haha, no seriously, u know wut i fuckin need? a cigarette!!! i havent had one all day and im so fuckin nervous and frieking out. And wow, did u know its Matt's bday today? hes 20!!!!! wow, the big 2-0! great thing, hes almost 21.............. u know wut that means... awwww im juss playin. well, im gonna go watch home alone now n fall asleep and dream bout that asshole back in orlando who has megan calling his ass and shes probably on the fuckin way over to his place to give him his "bday present" and hes probably gonna b like oh yea baby give it all to me and im probably never gonna find out becoz he knows that if i do id probably flip out but hey whatever he can do whatever he wants with the bitch meghan becoz i DONT FUCKIN CARE!!! :-) i love myself... goodnight... :-)
p.s: do u think im crazy? coz i do.