Jul 25, 2004 09:34
...ummm, nothing. I just felt like starting with that because that's what the great Alan Fowler used when he would get ready to tell a story.
Anyways, I haven't written anything in a long time. I'm not sure why, and I'm not sure that I really have very much to say at all. I've had this feeling of indifference lately. I really don't care about much of anything anymore, it really is a kind of an odd feeling. In this time I have also felt like spending more and more time with my family. It's taken me awhile to realize this, but my family are the only ones who care about me and who love me unconditionally, so I feel I owe it to them to be with them as much as possible. Now, there are "friends" that I do have around this area but most of them, if not all, only are friendly to me when it's convenient to them. The only people that I ever considered being true friends have been gone for awhile now, and it's kinda sad. I'm a lone wolf, and now I am starting to see the comparisons my Mom's side of the family have always made as far as me being just like her brother (my uncle). That's what I am scared of. I would share this story but I doubt anyone is interested in hearing it, if you are let me know and I'll be happy to share it with you. If you aren't well then I don't blame you.
Ive had fun the last few weeks playing basketball and playing golf. I enjoyed playing golf yesterday especially. That's the first time in a long long time where I just played to play instead of playing to see how low I could shoot. It felt great cause I was just out there to have fun and practice my swing, and believe it or not, after a quick piece of advice from Panetta, I started making good contact with the ball. Most of my swings on the back nine felt really good. P Dawg said the simplest thing to me, "Dude, you're going at it too hard". SO I slowed my swing down, and that's basically all I needed. Yeah there were times when I did start to hurry it up again, but then I just thought, "Dude, you're going at it too hard", so I slowed it down again, and I would hit a good shot. That being said, I am really looking forward to the qualifying tournament I am going to play in about a month.
I guess that's it for now...
Catch ya on the flipside, Mr. Bass!!!
Jeffy G