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Yah we get to go to a bowl game and they are going to take all of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have a confence game here thats good too!!
I want to be normal but what is normal to everyone else isn't normal to me I spend an hour driving home tonight becuase I just thought about what is normal. I guess I mean I want to be a person that does what everyone else does but I can't thats why I am me. I had a freak attack at the party I thought I was going to explode and of course right as I leave like 6 cars pull up and my littles both came but I just could deal with it im sorry leah. Why can't I like drinking or at least like drinking parties? I feel like shellee but WHY!!!
I don't know what is wrong with me. I am so happy to be going home to spend alittle bit of time with my family I really miss my parents and kimmie!!!!!!!! more later or tomorrow or something im going to spend tomorrow working with the florida hospital special event planners working at the golden gala im so excited. I don't know what to do if you people know email or call me!!!!!!!!!
I want to be normal but what is normal to everyone else isn't normal to me I spend an hour driving home tonight becuase I just thought about what is normal. I guess I mean I want to be a person that does what everyone else does but I can't thats why I am me. I had a freak attack at the party I thought I was going to explode and of course right as I leave like 6 cars pull up and my littles both came but I just could deal with it im sorry leah. Why can't I like drinking or at least like drinking parties? I feel like shellee but WHY!!!
I don't know what is wrong with me. I am so happy to be going home to spend alittle bit of time with my family I really miss my parents and kimmie!!!!!!!! more later or tomorrow or something im going to spend tomorrow working with the florida hospital special event planners working at the golden gala im so excited. I don't know what to do if you people know email or call me!!!!!!!!!