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oooooman....
got sooo trashed last night. it was glorious!!! played the usual beer pong and such. the night probably could be described as "alcohol and lesbians." its a really interesting dynamic to be exposed to. there are women there hitting on other women, there are rookies who are now confused about their sexuality, and there was just crazy girl on girl dancing kissing whatever. those group of girls are soooo fucking amazing. im so glad that im a part of such a great group of people.
and oh geez, fucking saturday night. that was crazy fun too! as some of you saw on my myspace profile i did in fact hang out with Bubba. i decided to give him a chance at least cuz im not shallow and i really do believe that if you establish a real connection, looks dont matter; however this was not the case at all. i mean, hes a really cool guy and all, but as far as romantically, completely repelled. this was especially apparent when i grabbed his shoulder and felt some back hair. fucking rauch!!!! i made the craziest face of death. so yeah, terrible.
and wow, this chante thing is getting really out of hand. i thought it was a light nice flirtation that could be potentially great, but now other ppl are getting involved either voluntary or not, its just annoying cuz im the only person who can truly judge brian. hes my friend, in my life, and one of the most amazing people i have ever met. so if you are going to judge him, keep in mind that you dont even know him. you may think you know him, but ive known him for 2 years and he has treated me with the utmost respect so it really hurts me that misinterpreted information is being passed around. and of course im the source cuz im the only one who knows him. AND some ppl arent being truly honest when they are talking about what they have said or done with him so keep that in mind as well. i know somethings that she has done to really escalate the situation. i dont say it and im not planning on saying it, cuz she would probably be mortified and/or embarassed. im thinking ppl need to grow up and understand that you cant judge a book by its cover. especially if you cant even see it in real life.
got sooo trashed last night. it was glorious!!! played the usual beer pong and such. the night probably could be described as "alcohol and lesbians." its a really interesting dynamic to be exposed to. there are women there hitting on other women, there are rookies who are now confused about their sexuality, and there was just crazy girl on girl dancing kissing whatever. those group of girls are soooo fucking amazing. im so glad that im a part of such a great group of people.
and oh geez, fucking saturday night. that was crazy fun too! as some of you saw on my myspace profile i did in fact hang out with Bubba. i decided to give him a chance at least cuz im not shallow and i really do believe that if you establish a real connection, looks dont matter; however this was not the case at all. i mean, hes a really cool guy and all, but as far as romantically, completely repelled. this was especially apparent when i grabbed his shoulder and felt some back hair. fucking rauch!!!! i made the craziest face of death. so yeah, terrible.
and wow, this chante thing is getting really out of hand. i thought it was a light nice flirtation that could be potentially great, but now other ppl are getting involved either voluntary or not, its just annoying cuz im the only person who can truly judge brian. hes my friend, in my life, and one of the most amazing people i have ever met. so if you are going to judge him, keep in mind that you dont even know him. you may think you know him, but ive known him for 2 years and he has treated me with the utmost respect so it really hurts me that misinterpreted information is being passed around. and of course im the source cuz im the only one who knows him. AND some ppl arent being truly honest when they are talking about what they have said or done with him so keep that in mind as well. i know somethings that she has done to really escalate the situation. i dont say it and im not planning on saying it, cuz she would probably be mortified and/or embarassed. im thinking ppl need to grow up and understand that you cant judge a book by its cover. especially if you cant even see it in real life.