things are starting to get strange.
i've been obsessed with joan didion since i read 'play it as it lays' while stuck in the hospital. today i learned that her daughter died from acute pancreatitis, which is what i was hospitalized for. strange.
s says it's a sign that i need to go back to school. signs are everywhere, i don't believe in them.
the sun is out, things are just fine. just okay. this time next week i will be in san francisco. i'm considering a move to california. i'm considering a move to brooklyn. i'm considering a move.
i'm about to start reading 'miss lonely hearts' by nathanael west. my cousin read it to me when i was 13 in a las vegas hotel room. i stumbled upon it again by accident. another sign.
w broke things off two days ago and the only thing i miss is his height, the way he would pick me up and toss me around. we had nothing to talk about.
s says it's a sign that i need to go back to school. signs are everywhere, i don't believe in them.
the sun is out, things are just fine. just okay. this time next week i will be in san francisco. i'm considering a move to california. i'm considering a move to brooklyn. i'm considering a move.
i'm about to start reading 'miss lonely hearts' by nathanael west. my cousin read it to me when i was 13 in a las vegas hotel room. i stumbled upon it again by accident. another sign.
w broke things off two days ago and the only thing i miss is his height, the way he would pick me up and toss me around. we had nothing to talk about.