fuck im sick agian...
another sleepless night plauged by my nightmares. going on day number 3 of only getting an hour of sleep a night. i havent been eating either. im starting to get real dizzy and feel like falling over. irene told me tonight its because im not healthy. oh well. i just cant get certian pictures, words, and memories out of my head. i think i might be going comepletly off my rocker.