i hate myself and i want to die...
listening to dystopia is always fun considering they have a whole album about nothing but songs about suicide. that shit is funny. so i got tired of being left out and about and decided fuck it ill do my own thing and i will most likely piss some people off but at this point i really dont care. the frusteration level is very high along with the anger.
so i hear this song on my way to work today and its a lot about how i feel right now. haha and you get to read it ( that is if you dont skip right through it.
i draw my line in the sand and this is where i intend to stand
and thats my plan.you wanna snatch whats mine? i will thrash you. you dont know me like that my fam. im trying to make you understand. im here to win, im not trying to make friends. so lose the smile, there's no need to pretend.
If youre not with me then your agianst me. we can battle down in the trenches. ill snatch your necklace ill eat you punks for breakfast.
we had a vision for years with no will to surrender. a flame inside that burns infinite. look into my eyes agian, what do you see? im uconquered and im rising to victory. its my grain your agianst. im charged by the weight of your words i will not carry you as i ascend
if your not with us then youre agianst us when you doubted me you doubted yourself. i will not cary you as i ascend
brace yourself for the fist.
if your not with us then youre agianst us. dont smile at me. i dont need anyone. anyone, no more.
so yeah thats how im kinda feeling.. im very frusterated with a lot of things. almost everything. in a world full of people how come someone must feel so alone. hell if i know im just ranting on and this probably makes no sense to anyone. maybe i should just get 2 more jobs or sell my car, pay off my debts then hit the road. go back up to the new england area and go to school and just stay there. im just sick and tired of people telling me i cant do some things but then they go and do them themselves. oh well i guess thats the life that im living. and as for now i cant think of anything else to bitch about. maybe in a few minutes...
so i hear this song on my way to work today and its a lot about how i feel right now. haha and you get to read it ( that is if you dont skip right through it.
i draw my line in the sand and this is where i intend to stand
and thats my plan.you wanna snatch whats mine? i will thrash you. you dont know me like that my fam. im trying to make you understand. im here to win, im not trying to make friends. so lose the smile, there's no need to pretend.
If youre not with me then your agianst me. we can battle down in the trenches. ill snatch your necklace ill eat you punks for breakfast.
we had a vision for years with no will to surrender. a flame inside that burns infinite. look into my eyes agian, what do you see? im uconquered and im rising to victory. its my grain your agianst. im charged by the weight of your words i will not carry you as i ascend
if your not with us then youre agianst us when you doubted me you doubted yourself. i will not cary you as i ascend
brace yourself for the fist.
if your not with us then youre agianst us. dont smile at me. i dont need anyone. anyone, no more.
so yeah thats how im kinda feeling.. im very frusterated with a lot of things. almost everything. in a world full of people how come someone must feel so alone. hell if i know im just ranting on and this probably makes no sense to anyone. maybe i should just get 2 more jobs or sell my car, pay off my debts then hit the road. go back up to the new england area and go to school and just stay there. im just sick and tired of people telling me i cant do some things but then they go and do them themselves. oh well i guess thats the life that im living. and as for now i cant think of anything else to bitch about. maybe in a few minutes...