sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
I'm true to my word.
i still agree with every sentence said.
5 people think i should keep the names out.
but
12 people believe i should keep them in.
but ultimately the deiscion is mine. and i agreed to keep them in. not just for me. but for the 6 people that are concerned about all 3 of you.
if i lose friends over a live journal entry, then i guess i'll have to deal with that.
it wasn't me who decided to not be you friend, because i was doing the exact opposite.
and if you guys can't see how much i cared (even if it was the wrong way of doing so) then loosing you all as friends will help the hurt go away faster.
sorry if you think i destroyed your personal lifes.
and sorry i mentioned personal information.
and if we can be friends again then great that's what i want.
but if you choose not to that's fine too.
after writting and defending what i wrote for the last past 12 hours if you can't see i was only trying to help then sorry. i was blunt. and honest. and believe every paragraph said is 100% true to the dot.
the entry stays as is.
because basicaly what each of you have told me is there's no reason to lose the names.
i feel as if i was fighting for something that's not even there.
but i have a strong heart.
i'll be okay sooner or later.
EDIT IN::: and if you're ashamed of what i wrote, you shouldn't be ashamed of your own actions. but if you are, then hopefully i at least made you realized what you sub-concious is saying.
also even though i know this wasn't the right way of going about it; the impact of these entries is far more than any conversation.
comments are now screened. only i will see them.
i still agree with every sentence said.
5 people think i should keep the names out.
but
12 people believe i should keep them in.
but ultimately the deiscion is mine. and i agreed to keep them in. not just for me. but for the 6 people that are concerned about all 3 of you.
if i lose friends over a live journal entry, then i guess i'll have to deal with that.
it wasn't me who decided to not be you friend, because i was doing the exact opposite.
and if you guys can't see how much i cared (even if it was the wrong way of doing so) then loosing you all as friends will help the hurt go away faster.
sorry if you think i destroyed your personal lifes.
and sorry i mentioned personal information.
and if we can be friends again then great that's what i want.
but if you choose not to that's fine too.
after writting and defending what i wrote for the last past 12 hours if you can't see i was only trying to help then sorry. i was blunt. and honest. and believe every paragraph said is 100% true to the dot.
the entry stays as is.
because basicaly what each of you have told me is there's no reason to lose the names.
i feel as if i was fighting for something that's not even there.
but i have a strong heart.
i'll be okay sooner or later.
EDIT IN::: and if you're ashamed of what i wrote, you shouldn't be ashamed of your own actions. but if you are, then hopefully i at least made you realized what you sub-concious is saying.
also even though i know this wasn't the right way of going about it; the impact of these entries is far more than any conversation.
comments are now screened. only i will see them.